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Receipts In Blood

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[Intro] Static in my chest, feedback in my head Every promise you made sleeping comfy in the dead I lit candles with my veins just to keep you warm You called it love, I called it weathering the storm [Verse 1] I stayed up stitching your name into my ribs Skipped my own oxygen so you could live I showed up bruised, still smiling through the cracks You saw devotion, I felt the axe I held your demons like they paid me rent You called it passion, I called it being bent Every text a tourniquet, every kiss a lie You fed off the tears you never saw me cry [Pre-Chorus] I gave you sunsets, gave you spine Gave you every reason to cross that line You kept receipts of what I lacked I kept receipts of every backstab [Chorus] I gave a fuck till my knuckles split Till my voice went hoarse screaming please don’t quit I gave a fuck when it hurt to breathe I gave a fuck like a dying creed But love don’t grow where it’s trampled thin You fed on my heart like original sin I bled devotion into the pit And you called it weakness when I slipped [Verse 2] I wore your chaos like a crown of nails Told myself pain meant I wouldn’t fail You kept score like it was war to win I kept faith like a loaded sin I swallowed pride, I swallowed blame You spit my effort back in flames I built a bridge out of broken trust You lit the match, watched it turn to dust [Chorus] I gave a fuck till my hands shook numb Till my future tasted like a loaded gun I gave a fuck through the sleepless nights When love felt more like a losing fight You wanted proof carved into skin I gave you all I had within Now all that’s left is a burning give And even that’s running thin [Bridge Breakdown] Scream it I am not your martyr I am not your fix I am not your savior I am done with this I broke my back to keep you whole You broke my soul, called it growth If love’s a war, then hear this truth I laid my armor down for you [Rap Verse] Count the times I bit my tongue till it bled Count the nights I replayed words you said You gaslit hope, called it heat Had me apologizing for your teeth in my meat I gave consistency, you gave delay I gave my all, you gave decay I turned pain into poetry, fists into faith You turned my heart into collateral waste [Final Chorus] I gave a fuck till the well ran dry Till even my shadow asked me why I gave a fuck when I should’ve fled When every red flag painted the bed Now hear the silence, hear it ring This is what the end of giving brings No more prayers, no more forgive No Fucks Left to give