[INTRO — WHISPER → DISTORTED SCREAM] Can you hear my heartbeat breaking? Three seconds left until the world forgets your name. I loved you. I fucking loved you. WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME IN THE RAIN?! [VERSE 1 — INSANELY FAST / MACHINE-GUN FLOW] I'm a panic-stricken, sleep-deprived, emotionally electrified disaster, Running from the memories that keep on getting faster and faster, Every second is a weapon and the ticking is a trigger, Got a thousand fucking reasons but the pain is getting bigger! I'm a beautifully corrupted, self-destructive contradiction, With a heart that's overflowing and a head that's on a mission, Calculating every failure, every fracture, every second, Trying desperately to resurrect a love I can't resurrect again! Faster than the sirens, higher than the violence, Drowning in the silence of a thousand dying violins, Crashing through the static, automatic, cinematic, I'm a tragic little lunatic who's sick of being diplomatic! I remember every letter, every promise, every lie, Every sunset that we watched before you vanished from my life, And I hate the way I miss you, and I hate that I still care, 'Cause I'd burn the fucking universe to find you standing there! [PRE-CHORUS — RAPID BUILD] No sleep! No peace! No air inside my lungs! Your name! Your face! Still burning on my tongue! I scream into the darkness till my sanity is gone— BUT YOU'RE THE ONLY PLACE I'VE EVER CALLED HOME! [CHORUS — MELODIC SCREAM / EMOTIONAL EXPLOSION] TEAR THE SKY APART! LET THE HEAVENS BLEED! I GAVE YOU EVERYTHING! WHAT MORE COULD YOU NEED?! I'M SCREAMING YOUR NAME THROUGH THE RUINS OF MY HEART! I'D RATHER DIE REMEMBERING THAN LIVE LIKE WE NEVER HAD A START! DON'T LET ME GO! DON'T LET ME FADE! I'M STILL THE FOOL WHO LOVES YOU IN THE HELL THAT WE MADE! [VERSE 2 — FASTER / DOUBLE-TIME / NO BREATHING SPACE] Hyperspeed, heart bleed, everything I ever needed, You were every little reason I kept breathing when I couldn't see it, Now I'm speeding through the wreckage of a future we deleted, With a thousand broken promises and nowhere left to keep them! Overthinking, overdrinking every memory I'm sinking in, Reconsidering, remembering the person I was living in, A sentimental criminal, addicted to the minimal Remnants of a miracle that's now a fucking chemical! Your silhouette, cigarette, the smell of your sweater, I tell myself I'm over you — I'm lying to myself better, I sever every tether, write your name into the weather, Then curse the fucking universe for keeping us together In my dreams, in my screams, in the spaces in between, In the places where the person that I was has never been! [BREAKDOWN — LOW GROWL → CHAOTIC SCREAM] I DON'T WANT YOUR SYMPATHY! I WANT THE NIGHT WE LOST! I WANT THE WORDS WE NEVER SAID! I WANT BACK WHAT IT COST! GIVE ME BACK THE FUCKING MOMENT BEFORE WE BECAME GHOSTS! [BRIDGE — PIANO / FRAGILE VOCALS] If you ever think of me When the rain falls on your window, Do you feel a little pain? Do you wish you'd never let go? I don't need you to return. I just need to know it's true— That somewhere in this dying world, I meant something to you. [FINAL VERSE — MAXIMUM SPEED / DESPERATE FLOW] Every heartbeat, every breakdown, every night I spent awake, Every photograph I shattered, every promise that I break, Every desperate declaration that I buried in the lake, Every single fucking breath is just another small mistake! I'm a runaway catastrophe, a symphony of agony, A beautiful calamity addicted to your gravity, The last remaining fragment of a shattered constellation, Singing love songs to the ashes of a dead civilization! I DON'T WANT FORGIVENESS! I DON'T WANT TO BE SAVED! I JUST WANT ONE MORE SECOND BEFORE YOU WALKED AWAY! [FINAL CHORUS — FULL BAND / HIGH SCREAMS] TEAR THE SKY APART! LET THE HEAVENS BLEED! YOU WERE EVERYTHING! YOU WERE EVERYTHING TO ME! I'M SCREAMING YOUR NAME TILL MY VOICE DISAPPEARS! I'LL CARRY YOUR GHOST FOR A THOUSAND MORE YEARS! DON'T LET ME GO! DON'T LET ME BREAK! I WOULD RELIVE EVERY HEARTACHE FOR ONE MORE DAY! I LOVED YOU! I LOST YOU! I STILL FUCKING LOVE YOU! [OUTRO — WHISPER / PIANO ONLY] The world is quiet now. My hands have stopped shaking. But if you called my name... I'd still come running.
