Waking up, the screen's still glowing in my mind Another day, this world I can't leave behind I swore I'd quit, deleted every file and friend But here I am, crawling right back in again I sneak a click when I should be on the clock My coffee's cold, my thoughts begin to lock On to the sound, the light, the pixelated sky The only thing I check before I close my eyes And it's a beautiful curse, a blessing and a thief A sweet addiction, a familiar grief I've tried to walk away a hundred times or more But you're the one my heart is always searching for Yeah, you're the one my heart is always searching for I remember late nights, laughter cutting through the blue Friendships built in realms I never knew Then the silence when a username disappears A hollow space that's lasted all these years You made me smile so wide my face would ache with joy You made me cry like I was just a little kid These memories are scars and souvenirs The soundtrack of my hopes, the origin of fears And it's a beautiful curse, a blessing and a thief A sweet addiction, a familiar grief I've tried to walk away a hundred times or more But you're the one my heart is always searching for Yeah, you're the one my heart is always searching for It's insane, it's crazy, how you got a hold of me Living in my hands, my thoughts, my history I hate the pull, I love the world I found This little game has got me spinning 'round and 'round... You're a beautiful curse, my blessing and my thief This sweet addiction, a familiar grief I've tried to walk away, but we both know the score You're the one my heart is always searching for... Yeah, you're the one my heart is always searching for... I hate it and I love it... in ways I can't even put into words. My... Beautiful... Curse...
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