Redeem Myself V2 (Call and Response Edition)

Admit it.... Admit it.... Just fucking admit it..... I'm not worth the pity.. Or any other sad emotions... The time I've tried to be more... It's been for what??? For what??? I'm not even worth my reckoning..... .... Admit it.... Admit it.... Just fucking admit it..... .... .... I'll never Redeem Myself.... I'm not worth the forgiveness... I don't see it anymore... Can't get past my own hatred... Won't swallow my bitterness... This is worse than my darkest hours... I'll admit the truth.... I am not going to Redeem Myself... Not in this life.... .... ... .. Normally I can push through... Bounce back... Yet I'm not worthy anymore... I never was... I can't see it. All I see is the devil he is... Not my own reflection... .... Admit it.... Admit it.... Just fucking admit it..... .... .... I'll never Redeem Myself.... I'm not worth the forgiveness... I don't see it anymore... Can't get past my own hatred... Won't swallow my bitterness... This is worse than my darkest hours... I'll admit the truth.... I am not going to Redeem Myself... Not in this life.... .... ... .. I'm dead inside.... Admittedly I can't deny anything... My hate... Bitterness.... Self Pity... It's a Fucking Parasite in me... Killing me... A self reflective behavior... I am not enough... .... .... .... .... Admit it.... Admit it.... Just fucking admit it..... .... .... I'll never Redeem Myself.... I'm not worth the forgiveness... I don't see it anymore... Can't get past my own hatred... Won't swallow my bitterness... This is worse than my darkest hours... I'll admit the truth.... I am not going to Redeem Myself... Not in this life.... .... ... .. Admit it.... Admit it.... Just fucking admit it.....