mess it up

don’t wanna hear my name on your tongue i tolerate many things but you are not one so go cry on her shoulder some more tell her all those rumours like folklore but don’t say i didn’t say i didn’t try to keep you around i left all i knew for you you left me on a bench downtown then came round saying sorry like you didn’t break it down well maybe i was lost back then but look what i found i’ve been sleeping well focusing on my feels giving myself leeway relaxing the whole day i’ve been trying on clothes happy all on my own i’ve been absorbed in self love so don’t you mess it up don’t need to hear your sad boy speeches heard enough when you played all the clichés it’s not hatred nah it’s escapism every day with you felt like a sick prison but don’t say i didn’t say i didn’t try to keep you around i left all i knew for you you left me on a bench downtown then came round saying sorry like you didn’t break it down well maybe i was lost back then but look what i found i’ve been sleeping well focusing on my feels giving myself leeway relaxing the whole day i’ve been trying on clothes happy all on my own i’ve been absorbed in self love so don’t you mess it up