[Verse 1] I sit alone in my room and jot down everything that I'm thinking Then I sink into depression every time that I blink See I'm just like a pill that ain't a song by Pink See I'm good for some and then I'm toxic to others Maybe I'll like a touch of an angel or the love of a mother It's probably not the latter, but the second thing on the ladder I'll possibly get mad and I'll scribble out that last line And I find that my rhymes are miles when I speak So I try to bring the heat so where else can I seek them But I'm thinking that I'm fucking up Scribble out that line now I know that I'm fucking up It's about that time now for me to get up and do what I just came to do I ain't the type of person to get pissed off and piss in your shoes I just wanna be left alone with my thoughts for about an hour I can't handle anything after that, I'm possibly a coward But I don't care, I got nightmares that would scare you And daymares that would impair you with a ledge for a fair view And I'm jumping off that bitch any chance that I get to Who knew that you would lie to your doctor about the things you are not So that you don't wanna be committed, you're a single digit And you like to keep it that way, but who cares Solitary confinement is a small price to pay Double homicide and suicide with no no like M&M said it was well said That's the kind of thoughts that roll around in my head I'm just glad that he said it so I don't have to take credit And go into details on Reddit, so don't sweat it [Instrumental Break] [Verse 2] And I'm just tired of all the bullshit on the daily I get fed up as of lately and just wanna remain crazy So I have some sort of alibi that is a premeditated lie And all of my haters and leeches, I'm probably doing a public service better than the police Entering a plea of not guilty while holding my peace Natural selection will take them out one at a time And I'm just wishing I could do what someone named "Fallen Shine" or "What I Shine" When I'm getting lit from the chair, but is it fair that white collar criminals are treated better than blacks And in fact, they should feel a little bit guilty about that Don't get me wrong, I ain't saying that black people are superior But my inquisitive mind wonders why the hell are white people favored They want to keep us all under and I ain't after one alone You always need somebody uneducated to clean the john And not young, because I live in poverty, it's probably me I hate to say it, but if you're hearing this, I ain't made it I'm just getting by until death is my clock and watch It's probably gonna be in the next few years And within this year of my eyes, I just crossed from a seed Hopefully they end up way better than me It's what you're thinking, but it isn't what that is married I just wish that I could inherit from God Almighty on a night we start like this Been my psyche like the vaccine, how some people don't like me They don't have to, so respect them on that That's just a joke for the game, it's just the same that it came to death
