𝘼𝙙𝙙𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙙... ᨶ႒ᩚ

[Verse 1] Lipstick on my pillow, where you left me last night Said you were sorry, then you turned off the lights I keep the texts you sent when you were mean Read them over and over like a movie scene [Pre-Chorus] And I know that I should block ya But my thumb won't press delete Every time you say you love me I forget how much you hurt me [Chorus] I'm stuck in a toxic loop, loop, loop Crying to your voicemail like a fool, fool, fool You kiss me, you kill me, I let you do both You say jump and I say how high, high, high I'm addicted and I don't know why, why, why Boy you got me and it hurts so good Hurts so good [Verse 2] Makeup running, mascara black You say come over, I run right back I hate myself for needing you like this How can something so wrong feel like bliss? [Pre-Chorus - softer] My friends say girl just let go But letting go feels more alone Than staying here with you hurting me At least hurting feels like something [Chorus] I'm stuck in a toxic loop, loop, loop Dancing with your ghost inside my room, room, room You break me, you hold me, in the same night One second heaven, next second knife, knife, knife I'm addicted and I don't know why, why, why Boy you got me and it hurts so good Hurts so good [dance break] Loop, loop, loop (I'm still here) Fool, fool, fool (for you my dear) Hurts so good, hurts so good But good shouldn't hurt like this... [Bridge - whisper, saddest part] Maybe if I love you harder, you'll love me right Maybe if I'm smaller, quieter, nicer Maybe it's my fault Maybe... maybe NOT. [BEAT DROP - BADDIE MODE ACTIVATED] Wait. [Final Chorus - BADDIE] Not stuck in your loop, loop, loop Not crying anymore, I'm through, through, through You kiss me, you kill me? No, not both Now I'm the one saying goodbye, bye, bye Was addicted but I broke that, why? Cause I'm THAT BITCH Boy you lost me and it hurts so good Doesn't it? Hurts so good? [Outro - confident, smirk] Loop, loop, loop? No. Fool, fool, fool? Not anymore. Good shouldn't hurt like this... So I left. BITE ME.