Unspoken Goodbye

Gone? Then goodbye, so be it. Came? Just in a dream, lost in the glen. But why do those visions play? And why? He left without saying goodbye. Not the first time? I'm used to it, though it still leaves me thirsty. It's strange to me. You understand! I won't forget these tears, close at hand. Very true! Forgetting isn't easy, is it not known to you? What to remember? Hope smolders on the embers... It seems small? But my heart remembers all. My weary heart beats like this. They tear! My soul apart, beyond repair. Do you want to know? Yes, I miss you more than any winter snow. Everyone misses you! But I miss you more, This feeling rings pure and true. Do you want to meet? Not yet. Be patient, my heart, and be discreet. It's still too early for me To fade away where things are truly easy. I'm still here! I'll hold this memory dear to me. Do you hear? Remember! I'll often be there, like an ember. And with me, Many will cry so bitterly. But as for me, I will restrain this pain; relief is all I see. Not for myself Or others, especially not for myself. But as for you, Stay here, please see it through. There will be a meeting! Even if it's veiled and fleeting. Even if not soon.