Youtube Link; https://youtu.be/uB2prm_Qg8g?si=21C6IRYtbYqFpEju Lyrics; [Vs] found myself selfish at war with self when crashed at His righteousness, Convicted, came to end of me — No more thinking what is, what will be, longing for wife, kids, family, i separated — my LORD calls anointed. was in a daydream until then, a sinner thinking to rival GOD. made myself as the sun only 1 but was dust as moon — does move, changing moods disappears in her stars, into the dark. Rose up yet never above His footstool this earth not crowned a king of men — not David, not Solomon — was a teen Philistine, the guard fallen if ever i stood. my hand, raised it playing, taking, saying atheist — no truth atheist in oath to GOD is a god damned fool, Back then heard of Christ backbite i dead dog my living, Poorest, more blessed — not seeing yet believed is our mothers, we her man child, no son of man but drawn 2 all men he is risen — dead to self alive to His righteousness, have thoughts continually — they are hard as hell to think for me, nothing is better. Always searching for his word, but they say jesting at me, Where is your God, — I ask too, but seriously, GOD, where are You? [Ch] These thoughts of mine are hard as hell, Truly they are hard as hell. Boasting victory, hell hath won — But not against my thoughts, hard as hell, they do war on. He is alive, He is risen, yet tomb is empty & He not found round Squared it in the corner upstairs waitin on Him Hard as hell — know He is there. He alive He the Word hear Him still. I won't be prevented by death — These thoughts of mine are hard as hell. His Word is true, He is the truth & cannot be killed. My love for Him like His for me — we as 1 will not be prevented by any1, You will see my thoughts are hard as hell, They will be just as persistent as hell, even more — My thoughts will prevail over yours. [Vs] My mother truly is the queen sat on His right hand — She did, I didn't — birth a world I am living in, in the week, 7 days repeating — I was not in the day Where man makes every daughter the pearl, each 1 a gate to heaven, Making 1 GOD as the sun risen in heart, even your mother. Makes corpse this world, all of them in heaven I go lower through hell — my thoughts harder than this & will prevail. All 1, this world is gone — He is risen, napkin folded. searching — a gardener guarding — but I need to know I need my lord. Where is He gone? When will He return? Leaving only His Word — must needs be enough. They took Him, laid Him in, boulder rolled over, troop before, — Tell me where is he. I will fetch him myself, but til then, Right-angle corner upstairs, waiting am i on him, GOD the only good, or is it just His Word That is GOD to all this world looking for as i do, GOD is invisible even to the first angels, so Do not arouse me again until my lord is here in His glory. learning bride in her youth to her husband wholely is holy, her hard thoughts go past hell as she burns right thru for the love she has for him, he can do no wrong, if he slays her left alone so to me to my lord, [Ch] These thoughts of mine are hard as hell, Truly they are hard as hell. Boasting victory, hell hath won — But not against my thoughts, hard as hell, they do war on. He is alive, He is risen, yet tomb is empty & He not found round Squared it in the corner upstairs waitin on Him Hard as hell — know He is there. He alive He the Word hear Him still. I won't be prevented by death — These thoughts of mine are hard as hell. His Word is true, He is the truth & cannot be killed. My love for Him like His for me — we as 1 will not be prevented by any1 You will see my thoughts are hard as hell, They will be just as persistent as hell, even more — My thoughts will prevail over yours. [Vs] Virgin girl or young lady — Mary, Martha — I make these the same good gift above me, She is now in love with a man like I am my LORD, But the world hates all she is living for, her lord her husband, True love, not naive — when the blood comes with the love as I die waiting for Him to take me. She says her mother's love has just grown cold, her mother is old. No matter warnings, how bitter eating that book becomes, Her mother tells her all her wisdom — no substitute for experience: He is a boy, he is stupid, selfish — And she is blinded by things she is feeling. Mother pleading: please, hear your mother. Hear her now. She will not hear, no way, no how — he is hers, she his. Her thoughts are hard as hell. They are that which shall prevail over death and hell Even over father, mother — she has made of no effect compared to him. Hers he is. His voice for her, the Amen — the only 1, all her being She knows He is the 1. must B the Son of GOD. Her father must now — sterner takes to putting hands on her bruised, blue, all he could do Father now answers his LORD: did all that could be done. But she says in love, she's young, & wants what she wants & won't stop until she his they 2 as 1— She is to follow after him & won't be prevented pray same 4 me to my lord faith of a girl is hard as hell