[Intro] I still leave the light on in the hallway... Like you're coming home. I know you're not. But my heart hasn't learned that yet. [Verse 1] I still make two coffees every morning, Then I remember halfway through, Your side of the bed is cold and empty, And there's nothing left for me to do. Your clothes are hanging in the closet, I can't bring myself to move a thing, Funny how a room can hold a person Long after they stop breathing. I hear your voice inside the silence, Sometimes I swear you're calling me, Then reality comes crashing through Like waves against a broken sea. Everybody says that time will heal me, But time just teaches me your name, 'Cause every day I live without you Is another day I feel the same. [Hook] I'm still looking for you Where you used to be, Still reaching for your hand When I fall asleep. They tell me you're gone, But my heart won't believe, I'm learning how to live With a hole inside of me. [Verse 2] I talk to you when nobody's watching, Tell you things about my day, Tell you how the kids are doing, Tell you I still miss you the same. I kept your number in my phone, Though I know you'll never call, Sometimes I scroll past your picture Just to feel something at all. I hate the way the world kept moving, Like nothing happened on that day, People laughed, the sun kept shining, Cars kept driving down the street, But my whole world stopped without you, And nobody seemed to see. [Hook] I'm still looking for you Where you used to be, Still reaching for your hand When I fall asleep. They tell me you're gone, But my heart won't believe, I'm learning how to live With a hole inside of me. [Bridge] Maybe letting go doesn't mean forgetting, Maybe healing isn't saying goodbye, Maybe I can carry all our memories And still keep living my life. But tonight I don't want to be strong, Tonight I just want my wife, Just one more conversation, Just one more "I love you" tonight. [Final Hook] I'm still looking for you Where you used to be, Still talking to the darkness Like you're listening to me. I know you're gone, But you'll always be The love that made me who I am, The part of me I'll never leave. [Outro] So I'll keep your picture by the window, Keep your memory close to me... And maybe one day I'll stop asking Why you had to leave. But until then... I'll love you Where you used to be.
