[Intro - Cold Industrial Atmosphere] [Low Distorted Guitar Feedback] [Deep Bass Drone] [Slow Mechanical Pulse] [Female Voice - Very Close, Low, Calm, Detached] [Almost Spoken, Clear Natural English Diction] Hey... Can you hear me? My voice... Can you still hear me? [Instrumental Intro - Quiet Heavy Guitar] [Sparse Slow Low-String Distorted Guitar Riff] [Thick Warm Tube-Amp Distortion] [Soft Sparse Drums, Single Kick Only] [Verse 1 - Emotionless Female Vocal] [Spoken-Sung, Controlled, Intimate] [Heavy Guitar Groove with Wide Vocal Spaces] When morning comes Will I forget? The pain of yesterday The girl I am today Somebody told me What happiness means But even now I just don't know I tried to smile Before the mirror A stranger's face Was smiling back Hey... Is that really me? [Pre-Chorus 1 - Restrained Tension] [Technical Guitar Countermelody] [Descending Chromatic Riff] [Female Voice - Cold, Slightly Trembling] They say that everyone Deserves to be happy Then tell me why Am I still here? I don't want anything I don't need anything So why does it Still hurt this much? [Chorus 1 - Heavy, Controlled] [Massive Distorted Guitar Riffs] [Female Vocal - Clear, Firm, Emotion Restrained] I'm not afraid But I'm afraid I don't even know What I'm afraid of I want to fade But I can't erase The me inside me Won't disappear Hey, tell me What does it mean to live? I don't need answers Don't say a word [Instrumental Break - Virtuoso Technical Guitar] [Fast Alternate Picking] [Intricate Legato Runs] [Dissonant Counterpoint] [Verse 2 - First Emotional Cracks] [Low Female Vocal, Still Intimate] [Subtle Vocal Tremble] [Uneven Breathing] A doll is hanging A string around its neck How beautiful How wonderful Inside an empty room I whispered to myself I couldn't feel the pain I couldn't feel a thing At least that's what I thought Until a tear fell down Why? Hey... Why is this happening? [Pre-Chorus 2 - Growing Instability] [Heavier Guitar Distortion] [Chromatic Guitar Runs Accelerate] [Tom Rolls and Snare Accents] [Female Voice - Trembling, Breath Breaking] I want to cry But I can't cry I want to laugh But I can't laugh I thought there was Nothing left inside me So why does it Still hurt this much? [Chorus 2 - Emotional Pressure Rising] [Dense Down-Tuned Guitar Wall] [Female Voice - Strained Melodic Singing] I'm not afraid But I'm afraid! I don't even know What I'm afraid of! I want to fade But I can't erase! The me inside me Won't disappear! Hey, tell me! What does it mean to live?! I don't need answers! Don't say a word! [Extended Guitar Solo - Technical Climax] [World-Class Virtuoso Electric Guitar] [Fast Articulate Alternate Picking] [Fluid Legato and Two-Handed Tapping] [Sweep-Picked Arpeggios] [Chromatic Dissonant Runs] [Unresolved Bends] [Drums Build with Toms and Snare] [Guitar Solo Climaxes in Sustained Feedback] [Breakdown - Sudden Total Silence] [All Instruments Stop] [Close-Mic Female Voice, Barely Audible] [Unsteady Breath, Quiet Sobbing] [Long Pauses] Hey... Did I... Do something wrong? All I wanted Was to smile Just like Everybody else That's all I wanted [Breath Catches] [Female Voice - Whisper Cracking] ...I just... I don't understand [Build - Controlled Collapse] [Low Guitar Feedback Returns] [Heavy Bass Pulse] [Snare Roll Accelerating] [Distorted Guitar Riff Growing] [Female Voice - Crying Through Words] Somebody... Somebody... Hey... Please listen to me... [Sudden Full-Band Impact] [DOUBLE KICK BEGINS HERE] [Relentless 16th-Note Double Kick] [Massive Distorted Guitar Riffs] [Final Chorus - Complete Emotional Breakdown] [Continuous Fast Double Kick Throughout] [Thick Technical Guitar and Aggressive Bass] [Female Vocal - Crying, Cracked, Desperate] [Melodic Shouts Turning Into Raw Screams] I'm not afraid! But I'm afraid!! I don't even know! What I'm afraid of!! I want to fade! But I can't erase!! The me inside me! Won't disappear!! Hey!! Tell me why!! What does it mean to live?! I don't need! Your answers!! Don't say!! Another word!! [Final Breakdown - Violent Guitar and Double Kick] [Relentless Double-Kick Barrage] [Rapid Chromatic Guitar Runs] [Female Voice - Wordless Crying Scream] Aaaaaaaaaaaaaah!! [Instant Full-Band Stop] [Absolute Silence] [Outro - Exhausted Female Whisper] [Dry Close Mic, No Instruments] [Breathing Slowly Settles] It's alright now It's... alright now My voice... Can you still hear me? ...I want to disappear. [Two Seconds of Absolute Silence] [Outro - Three Giggles Followed by One Final Scream] [Female Voice - First Small Fragile Giggle] Heh heh... [Brief Pause] [Female Voice - Second Quiet Giggle] Heh heh... [Brief Pause] [Female Voice - Third Short Giggle] Heh heh... [Complete Silence - One Second] [FINAL VOCAL CLIMAX - SOLO FEMALE SCREAM] [LOUD RAW SUSTAINED SCREAM - NOT LAUGHTER] AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! [Hold Scream Until Fully Finished] [Then Instant Silence] [End]
