I wish I hated you but I don’t

They found your name Inside my chest Buried deeper Than the rest I tried to dig it out Lord knows I tried But I keep bringing flowers To a love that died I wish I hated you but I don't You're the cut I keep checking if it healed The bruise I keep pressing just to feel Everybody says Time will do its thing But your ghost Still sleeps inside my sheets You left your fingerprints All over my soul Now every place I hideFeels too much like home I wish I hated you God, I wish I could But every bad thing Still tastes good So lock me up Throw away the key You're the reason I'm drowning But you're still my favorite sea