Numb to the love

[Verse 1 slow, mumbled delivery with light autotune] Popped two bars, now the room spin slow Voices quiet, but the pain still know She said she love me, then she ghost like smoke I chase the high so the hurt don't show Xanny blanket, wrap me up tight Can't feel my face, can't feel the fight Mirror lookin' back like who dat ghost? Eyes low, heart cold, overdose close [Chorus ,layered, reverby harmonies, dragging flow] Xanax in my system, I can't feel a thing Numb to the love, numb to the sting Pour another cup, let the purple sing Wake up wishin' I didn't wake up again Xanny, xanny, make it all fade Demons in my head gettin' paid Pop another bar, let the night invade I don't wanna feel, I just wanna escape [Verse 2, grittier, raspy edge, speeding up slightly then slurring] Found some bars in the sheets, took 'em quick Went back to sleep, dreams feelin' sick Ex callin', but I let it ring She want the old me, I lost that king Pills in my palm like confetti rain Rain on my parade, drown the pain Late night drives with the windows down Bass hittin' hard, but I make no sound Friends say slow down, I laugh it off They don't know the weight when the high wear off [Bridge spoken-sung, vulnerable, almost whispering] I only wanted peace, but peace don't come cheap Trade my tomorrow for a couple hours sleep Xanny my girl, she never leave But every mornin' she make me bleed... inside [Chorus ,layered, reverby harmonies, dragging flow] Xanax in my system, I can't feel a thing Numb to the love, numb to the sting Pour another cup, let the purple sing Wake up wishin' I didn't wake up again Xanny, xanny, make it all fade Demons in my head gettin' paid Pop another bar, let the night invade I don't wanna feel, I just wanna escape [Outro chorus variation fading out, more ad-libs] Xanax, xanax, hold me down (yeah) Can't feel my heart, can't feel the crown (no) Lost in the fog, can't turn around (gone) Pop another, let it all drown...