Intro- Anxious’s perspective, female voice) KT Look, I’m gonna say something I’m very terrified you’re gonna put the blame on me so I live with the ghost that I buried down 6 feet underground, I cannot close my eyes. I definitely can’t go to sleep. it’s like I’m suffocating in Anxiety, Trauma and doubt. I’m drowning in this memory. ( pre Chorse - Anxious’s perspective, female voice) Where is my golden age? And my biggest heartbreak? And all my stories that bled on the page?, It all got taken from me I lost my chance I made a stupid decision This is not living, all it is is taking up space in my own head I feel like my youth is going to waste You know I get anxious and crowded rooms so KT turn your voice IN MY HEAD down, I don’t want any connections. I don’t want any friends. I’m Socially Anxious. The only people I want is my three sister wives, Anxiety and Trauma (Chorse - Anxious’s perspective, female voice) KT I have a big problem and that problem is you, you left me no option now I don’t know what to do… I divorced you and left you heartbroken so you can know how it feels to hurt somebody… i’ve got the same scars to show that it was real and not just me being dramatic… I kinda knew that we were not meant to be and that you’re not the one for me. (Verse 2- second sister wife trauma’s perspective) Anxious sometimes a single word can make a heart open up to you! You only have one chance at life, but I’m sure you’re gonna make an explosion all those things me and Anxiety haven’t said, are not true!! Your mind is playing tricks on you. It’s telling you that me and Anxiety are saying stuff that we never said. All of these anxious thoughts are just wrecking balls in your head that are trying to destroy you, me and Anxiety love you infinitely we are the three sister wives❤️ Please anxious you have to fight, don’t let the suicidal thoughts take you please take back your life, anxious!! me and Anxiety want you to enjoy your life because living is sacred, we only live once so let’s make it count. You have me and Anxiety that can help.❤️ ( bridge/ verse 3- my perspective, a different female voice) My love of my life I summoned you. could you please come to me? I know you could fill me up. I promise not to bury my thoughts once I get you. The love Inside me, that lies which you really want In the middle of the night even at midnight just bark my name mine to tame my Anxiety… i’m wide awake, I really crave you my little golden retriever!!!! ( pre Chorse - Anxious’s perspective, female voice) Where is my golden age? And my biggest heartbreak? And all my stories that bled on the page?, It all got taken from me I lost my chance I made a stupid decision This is not living, all it is is taking up space in my own head I feel like my youth is going to waste You know I get anxious and crowded rooms so KT turn your voice IN MY HEAD down, I don’t want any connections. I don’t want any friends. I’m Socially Anxious. The only people I want it’s my two sister, wives, Anxiety and Trauma (Chorse - Anxious’s perspective, female voice) KT I have a big problem and that problem is you, you left me no option now I don’t know what to do… I divorced you and left you heartbroken so you can know how it feels to hurt somebody… i’ve got the same scars to show that it was real and not just me being dramatic… I kinda knew that we were not meant to be and that you’re not the one for me. (Verse 4 - KT’s Perspective, male voice) Anxious.. I know I was a liar. I gave in to the rumors in my head. Anxious I know I should’ve fought this. You know at least I’m being honest.. Anxious I feel like a failure because I definitely know I failed you. I should’ve treated you better because I know you do not want a liar I promise just one last time. Will you be the one to take me home tonight? I promise you don’t have to talk to me after that. I just want one day with you to mend things up. And I’m hoping in the future we can start over and be the married couple we were known to be. My door is still open for Anxious and it will always be. I love you anxious take your time once you divorce Maverick come to me. And I promise I’ll treat you right, (Verse 5- sister wife Anxiety’s Perspective female voice) Anxious, Don’t give up you’re stronger than you know So we should learn how to be fearless! Let’s take a dive in the deepest Anxiety you ever had there’s no better time than now there was no other way to survive this unless you fight through the pain! You got this my love, my wife, my soulmate!! (Outro- Anxious’s perspective, female voice) Hey, my two sister wives, Anxiety and Trauma I’ve tried all the medicines. I went to every therapist. I’m just running out of Hope and it feels like death row. Ever since I lost KT, letting people in killed my confidence and I’m more Socially Anxious Anxiety and trauma please help I don’t wanna die, but I can’t live like this💔💔
