I can't still be doing this

[Verse 1] Every night Same movie Face in the pillow Wet sleeves Swear to the ceiling "I'm done" By morning I still can't leave Sleep in a room full of wreckage Memories cut like glass Telling myself "it was nothing" But I know better than that [Pre-Chorus] I am not this shaking shadow I am not their favorite game I am not the blame they handed I know my name [Chorus] It's time for better It's time to heal Time to believe in the way I feel I'm done feeling smaller than the hurt they deal I am worth more than the way they made me kneel It's time for better It's time to heal (time to heal, time to heal) [Verse 2] She walked in Smiled like a secret Tore through the walls I built Took every picture I cherished Left me with ashes and guilt But I am not what they shattered I'm not the cracks in this floor I'm the hand reaching for the handle Walking out that door [Pre-Chorus] I am not the late-night begging I am not the “please don’t go” I am not the storm that found me I am the snow that melts and grows [Chorus] It's time for better It's time to heal Time to believe in the way I feel I'm done feeling smaller than the hurt they deal I am worth more than the way they made me kneel It's time for better It's time to heal (time to heal, time to heal) [Bridge] One deep breath Two bare feet on the floor Three small words "I deserve more" (yeah) [Chorus] It's time for better It's time to heal Time to believe in the love I feel I'm done living bound to someone else's steel I am not broken I am something real It's time for better It's time to heal It's time for better It's time to heal