Brainwashed But i don't feel clean Tongue tied Like a noose in a tree Don't know how I will ever be Confident When I wither in the weather I begin to wonder what I would have done If I would have waited for the winter Would I turn into the sun? Falling like a feather But it's boiling my blood Write another letter Cause I let her Look into my eyes Said that I was better but there's really No surprise Got another double header Just to emphasize That Im holding it together till I sever all the ties Brainwashed But i don't feel clean Tongue tied Like a noose in a tree Don't know how I will ever be Confident Competent Common sense feels Opposite Confident Competent Filled with stress Cause I cant forget Am I dense Or just depressed Cause confidence Feels arrogant Ten feet tall but my heads in the ground Feel so small when he's around Waited for the call But it rang too loud Now I hit a wall and I cant be found Testing my patience while patiently waiting All these sensations are leaving me hating All my frustrations are too complicating So I stay quiet and let it keep fading Cause all my intentions are humiliating Picture the people that wanted me here Look at the picture and nobody's there Maybe it's cause I've been living in fear Maybe it's cause I've been so fucking scared Looking for love but I had an affair With the obsession of nobody cares Had to keep guessing I guess that it's fair That my obsessions would anchor me there Brainwashed But i don't feel clean Tongue tied Like a noose in a tree Don't know how I will ever be Confident Competent Common sense feels Opposite Confident Competent Filled with stress Cause I cant forget Am I dense Or just depressed Cause confidence Feels arrogant Panic stricken cause I've written my farewells Now I wonder What they'll think When they know that im not well Tried to find the peak but I feel into the well I can hardly speak But I know I gotta tell Fighting when I'm weak Biting bullets just to dwell Tongue inside my cheek But i'm biting that as well Don't know how to keep All my demons in their place Looking for my peace But the pieces feel so fake So im looking to that tree Cause it's calling out my name Cause im Confident I'll keep Feeling fucked up every day Brainwashed But i don't feel clean Tongue tied Like a noose in a tree Don't know how I will ever be Confident Competent Common sense feels Opposite Confident Competent Filled with stress Cause I cant forget Am I dense Or just depressed Cause confidence Feels arrogant
