words hurt[Grunge it up!]

[phone call] Hey... I made a mistake… Can you forgive me... Maybe so talk to me now [male] Okay... Lets talk… [verse 1] I know i am wrong i hate what i said a Frustration in my head and you was just there Standing there… Right infront of me so i let out my thoughts what bothers me I am really sorry for calling out telling you how incompetent you are how dumb your hair looks how you get on my nerfs when you talk how you carry on with your intellect like you are Mr. Perfect But the whole reason wasn't really you it was the day of the days when work was killing me my boss gave me shit to work with no plans not rules just trash to hit coffee cold, eyes tired it was a bad day i got fired [verse 2] I walked thru the rain on the way home to settle the pain somehow... but it isn't gone still here and it still hurts... the words in my head "You can't do anything Right" damn… he got so mad "you are fired"was all he said in the end... i walked into the cafe where we met i was still mad and sad About what happend you smiled and came over to me, to the table where i sat talked to me with a gentle voice but i ignored you like i had no choice you kept talking about that life is full of wonders and i was thinking..."sure of blunders" you said hey let's go on a date … thats was the Point of no turning back i screamed at you like a Tiger asked you "what's wrong in your head" but all i did was wondering, because i was mad at me, at god, at the world...and all i did was Talking back at you until it hurt.. [pre-chorus] you left the cafe without a word i didn't realise the pain in my throat [chorus] your Soul is one piece of everything, i see in the nature, when i stay on the roof of truth, when you talk it's in the air, where you moved it reaches me everywhere because you are the one who's words hit hard if you care... I am sorry for being a bitch [post-chorus] I know sorry sounds so small after every word that made you fall I was throwing broken glass from a heart that couldn't last and you took every cut in silence never answered me with violence just those tired, gentle eyes that still saw good beneath my lies [verse 3] Now the city's getting colder streetlights blur against my shoulder I'm sitting on the rooftop edge thinking 'bout the things I said The wind moves through the empty night like your voice still holding tight saying people lose their way when too much weight begins to stay I remember how you laughed like healing something in the past how you looked at every scar like broken things still shine like stars and damn... I hated that about you too because deep inside I knew you were everything I wasn't soft enough to still trust humans [bridge] If I could take those words away I'd burn them in the rain cause every sentence that I threw came back and carved my name in pain Maybe love is not a fire maybe it's the person staying while the other one is drowning and too ashamed for even praying [final chorus] your soul still lives in everything i see in the quiet after storms when the sky can finally breathe and your voice still fills the air even though you're not right there cause the ones who truly care leave echoes everywhere and now i know why your words hit hard because they came from a heart that never wanted war... [phonecall - male spoken ] ...i forgive you