Lost

[Intro] [Cinematic dialogue sample with vinyl crackle] The crime you two planned was indeed perfect. Only the victim is alive and murderer is not. It's a pity you didn't know when you started your game of murder That I was playing too. [Vocal echo: playing too, playing too] [Verse 1] [Clean electric guitar riff enters] You play games I play them too No matter what we both lose I just gotta tell the truth I think I lost my faith in you [Trap drums and 808 bass enter] I can't find it and I can't find a reason Why I keep on trying I guess I went off the deep end I was always working you was always sleeping You tell me that you love me I'm just trying to find the meaning I think I went insane lost my brain for a minute I'm finding all these ways to numb the pain for a minute We had a love story but it's over now it's finished I'm trying to forget you it's not easy I'll admit it [Bridge] These days I feel so empty I drink until it's empty My demons try to tempt me it's easy 'cause you left me These days I feel so empty I drink until it's empty My demons try to tempt me it's easy 'cause you left me [Chorus] [Aggressive vocal delivery] And now I'm screaming fuck you I wish I never loved you I can't even love myself And I could never trust you I think that I need some help I fell in love with the drugs too Tell me how I lost myself Before I ever lost you [Verse 2] Maybe I'm stupid maybe I'm crazy Maybe I'm missing the love that you gave me Actually wait that can't be it I know that the love that you gave me fugazi Just like that shit in your head and your lips I know you fucking with botox and shit Girl you so fake you don't even know what love is You call yourself having a kid I can't hold back no more it's a wrap You held me back now look where you at I know you mad but no looking back And now it's your baggage you gotta unpack The sense that you lack is probably the reason You end up in places you cannot go back And I'm done with that my life is better without you And I do not miss you no cap [Bridge] [Drums and bass drop out, guitar continues] I thought you were my dream girl Now you haunting all my nightmares You can take that mask off But you cannot spend the night here [Cinematic dialogue sample returns] Wait one moment. A terrible place that mask. It was a nightmare. Do you hear me? No it wasn't a nightmare. I was there. And I saw blood. [Chorus] [Full band re-enters] And now I'm screaming fuck you I wish I never loved you I can't even love myself And I could never trust you I think that I need some help I fell in love with the drugs too Tell me how I lost myself Before I ever lost you