[Verse 1] There’s a monster underneath my bed, But it moved into my chest instead. It’s been chewing on the things I said, Leaves the silence louder than the dread. I tape the cracks along my wall, Pretend the paint can fix it all. But shadows crawl and start to sprawl, I fall asleep, I freefall. [Pre-Chorus] I’m still here, I’m still breathing, But my lungs feel like they’re leaving. If the night won’t stop repeating, Tell me what I should believe in. [Chorus] I’m not okay, but I’ll sing it loud, Drown my fear in a faceless crowd. Write my name on a paper shroud, If I disappear, will you call me out? I’m not okay, but I’ll sing it loud, Drown my fear in a faceless crowd. Write my name on a paper shroud, If I disappear, will you call me out? [Verse 2] Every mirror bends my frame, I look the same but feel insane. I light a match, but there’s no flame, The spark I had won’t take my name. I build a house with broken glass, Walk barefoot through my shattered past. I laugh too loud, it never lasts, The present fades, the future cracks. [Pre-Chorus] I’m still here, I’m still breathing, But my lungs feel like they’re leaving. If the night won’t stop repeating, Tell me what I should believe in. [Chorus] I’m not okay, but I’ll sing it loud, Drown my fear in a faceless crowd. Write my name on a paper shroud, If I disappear, will you call me out? I’m not okay, but I’ll sing it loud, Drown my fear in a faceless crowd. Write my name on a paper shroud, If I disappear, will you call me out? [Bridge] I’m a static signal, breaking channels, Every thought a burning candle. Every word’s a crooked handle, Open doors I can’t dismantle. If my pulse is artificial, Would the world still call it civil? Would my faith remain official, If my doubts became the ritual? [Chorus] I’m not okay, but I’ll sing it loud, Drown my fear in a faceless crowd. Write my name on a paper shroud, If I disappear, will you call me out? I’m not okay, but I’ll sing it loud, Drown my fear in a faceless crowd. Write my name on a paper shroud, If I disappear, will you call me out? [Outro] I’m not okay, but I’ll sing it loud, Drown my fear in a faceless crowd. Write my name on a paper shroud, If I disappear, will you call me out? I’m not okay, but I’ll sing it loud, Drown my fear in a faceless crowd. Write my name on a paper shroud, If I disappear, will you call me out? (Call me out, call me out) If I disappear, will you call me out? (Call me out, call me out) Or let the silence drown me out?
