woop woop woop woop Wasted my time all my life. Now I am grumpy and sad. woop What about love? It's not for me. Fuck it, that must be true. woop Still, I have a deep feeling there is something missing in my fucking life. woop Never been with someone long enough to call it a love story... woop so I compensate by having sex with anyone all the time, no matter who I give myself to. woop woop I'm so stupid makes me feel sad I'm so sad cuz I'm so fucking stupid so sad and stupid woop woop woop Got to be positive, but I'm so stupid. I hate myself more and more lately. woop can't help but think about how stupid I was, still am woop But that's just one contradiction in my twisted personality; woop contrasts make more than a part of me, it's a fascination woop . They turn me on, bring out the unseen beauty in everything ugly. woop This feeling is nothing new. Had a lot of crappy weather lately. woop My life is not bad, but I can't help but feel I'm missing something crucial .woop If I smoke too much these days, I'll start to think, and that's where it's easy to slip and fall back down again. woop woop thinking about all that time I've been alone, alone for so long hard to keep on going on woop but I go along alone always alone woop woop I'm so fucking mad that's cuz I'm so stupid woop it makes me sad makes me mad woop It hurts too much to know nobody ever loved me for real. woop woop When you reach the 40 years cap, it's sad, and even more now the hope it might still happen one day is gone fucking far away, woop won't ever come back, not for me. woop Even less chance now I'm getting older and I'm still alone. woop Alone in life, alone in my bed, alone in my head, alone forever. woop I feel so stupid make's me sad woop I'm so fucking stupid makes me mad I'm always sad cause I know I'm stupid woop so fucking stupid makes me sad so fucking sad woop Many of my illusions are dying now cause I don't know how to believe my lies when I'm cultivating make-beliefs to stay happy at the surface, woop in a confortable denial for too long. woop I've got to face it, the truth is that I'm not important for anyone, never been, never gonna happen. woop woop I'm so fucking stupid makes me feel sad woop so fucking stupid makes me mad so sad all the time that's cuz I'm fucking woop stupid and it makes me mad so fucking mad woop woop I feel so stupid, makes me sad. I am so stupid, makes me mad. woop I am so fucking sad cause I'm so stupid. So fucking stupid .woop So fucking sad woop woop woop woop woop
