E10（ ↔P15）

A sky I never look up to Envy someone within reach But today, I don't even yearn Want to do, want to have, still can Wishes, thoughts, leaning forward Now, rushing forward, making me run Praise the beautiful, harshly criticize Despise the ugly, send praise Flatter the ordinary, mock it Unable to decide where to stand Not knowing where I should be Nothing I can do, nothing but nothing Ending it is the only thing I can do A shell that can neither close nor open Can only suffocate Don't show me, don't let me hear Flowing, overflowing, don't show me I won't do it, I don't need it, I can't go on I don't want to wish, I don't want to think Someone gazing at the sky, today ends