
ITS MY HEART YOU NEED TONIGHT
[Intro — Lasleinur wind / low ritual pulse / cello / stone] [Verse 1] You closed your eyes beneath my lips Cold outside fire behind us I held you tighter against the wind You loosened my dress and let it fall I moved closer skin against skin Then something broke I started crying Quiet at first my face against your neck then harder until every breath became a sob You held me kissed my hair said— I love you and I could not answer I only held you and cried [Verse 2 — the old ritual returns] You led me towards the wall That old stone that knew us already You took my wrist I spread my hands knelt for you still crying still shaking [Revan] I remember the first time I brought you here, love You earned my heart entirely that night One of the most beautiful things I have ever known [Jade] I remember You locked my wrists closed the collar bound my ankles and I rose against it feet searching stone wrists taking weight breath becoming shallow Tears still falling Your hand in my hair your mouth close to my ear And then you were crying too [Revan] I don’t know what happened tonight, love but it makes me breathless in need of you [Jade] I pushed upwards tried to breathe tried to find the place inside me where this used to become something beautiful But all I found was grief [Break — pulse begins to fail] [Revan] Tell me what happened tonight, love. Please. [everything stops] [Jade] Loneliness, Mistress. Just loneliness for you. All my dreams fail and leave me feeling nothing but loneliness. [long silence] [Revan — shaken] There will never be loneliness as long as I breathe I know you can feel me still There is no darkness or cold enough to veil my presence within your heart [Jade] I tried to rise again legs shaking collar tight tears falling trying to believe you trying to reach you through the wall [metal restraints opening] [Revan] No. [Chorus — piano and cello replace the ritual beat] I’M HERE, MY LOVE It’s not the wall you need tonight IT’S MY HEART YOU NEED TONIGHT Not the iron not the stone not another beautiful way to lose control Come away from the wall Come back into my arms IT’S MY HEART YOU NEED TONIGHT I’m here I’m here I’m here [Verse 3 — warm, fragile] You opened everything wrists collar ankles and caught me before I could fall Carried me back to the fire held me across your lap my head against your shoulder I was still crying still shaking and you kept saying— [Revan] Feel me, love I’m here Please hold with me So very soon I promise Please hold with me [Jade] Your arms around me your heartbeat where the wall had been [Revan] Rest in my arms, my beloved Calm your heart There is light and no matter how deep the darkness takes your thoughts I’ll bring you back Our love will bring us back I swear to you [Final Chorus — wider, but never triumphant] IT’S MY HEART YOU NEED TONIGHT Not the wall not the pain not the place where once we learned to give ourselves away Tonight I don’t need you to endure Tonight you don’t need to prove Come away from the wall Come back into my arms IT’S MY HEART YOU NEED TONIGHT I’m here I’m here I’m here Our love will bring us back Our love will bring us back [all music falls away] [Outro — completely dry voices] [Revan] Love— are you okay? [Jade — no character voice] Yeah, love. I was just feeling down before you came. Lonely. Hard day. Still no contract work. Weather’s horrible. Everything just got on top of me. [Revan] Good heavens, love. I felt so much. I’ll call you. [Jade] About ten minutes? [Revan] Ten minutes. Are you okay to drive? [Jade] Yeah. I haven’t been drinking. I’ll go to the petrol station. [Revan] Okay, love. We’ll talk in ten minutes. [brief silence] Never alone. Never, my love. [END]

