That is enough

Still standing here, still drawing breath Still right here, not finished yet No way back, and that is fine I don’t care, erase the line It’s fine to be hated, fine to be misunderstood It’s fine to be disliked, no need to be afraid Through the pressure, through the doubt Betrayed again and again Still not broken Not done yet, not dead yet Still standing here Nothing left Still not over, not finished yet That is enough The weight kept growing The stress kept repeating Worn all the way down Frayed all the way through Sick of it all Hurt and cut off Discarded, everything lost Left there alone Memory rewound Regret met my eyes Senses collapsed Emotion cracked Wanted to break Wanted to run Thoughts started melting Wanted to disappear Acted like nothing Told myself it had passed Made the same mistake Again and again Going in was easy Getting back is crazy Nothing to prove Nothing to save No need to turn back No need to play nice It’s fine to be hated They can decide what they want Nothing to hide It’s fine to live by what you feel No way back, and that is fine I don’t care, erase the line It’s fine to be hated, fine to be misunderstood It’s fine to be disliked, no need to be afraid You don’t have to carry it all You don’t have to hold it all You don’t have to care It’s fine to live how you want It’s fine to keep struggling It’s fine not to have it figured out You don’t have to worry You’re fine as you are The scars that remain don’t have to be hidden Weakness and pain don’t have to be buried Every scar can remain Nothing has to be said Every pain can remain You’re fine as you are Past the limit Already broken Already dependent Never thought ahead Never thought about what came next Nothing mattered Still it did not end Just kept living Despair passed through Then disappeared Lonely and numb No feeling would come Nothing was felt Nothing at all Nothing mattered Still it did not end Just kept living You don’t have to carry it all You don’t have to hold it all You don’t have to care It’s fine to live how you want It’s fine to keep struggling It’s fine not to have it figured out You don’t have to worry You’re fine as you are The scars that remain don’t have to be hidden Weakness and pain don’t have to be endured The scars can remain Nothing has to be said The pain can remain You’re fine as you are Betrayed Rejected Never recognized It’s fine not to be rewarded It’s fine not to be recognized It doesn’t matter No need to be obsessed with winning It’s fine to accept weakness It’s fine to live by what you feel It’s fine to live by what you feel It’s fine to live as yourself It’s fine not to have it figured out No need to rush You’re fine as you are You’re fine as you are No need for words No need for a name You don’t have to think about dying You don’t have to think about it You don’t have to worry You don’t have to fade away You’re fine as you are You’re fine as you are Still standing here, still drawing breath Still right here, not finished yet No way back, and that is fine I don’t care, erase the line It’s fine to be hated, fine to be misunderstood It’s fine to be disliked, no need to be afraid Through the pressure, through the doubt Betrayed again and again Still not broken Not done yet, not dead yet Still standing here Nothing left Still not over, not finished yet That is enough