Chaos. Can you hear it Creeping through your mind? Thinking about you Takes me back To a place I can't unwind. All the little kisses. All the dirty things. You made me feel chosen... Like I had finally been seen. You wrapped me in attention. You whispered through my fears. Then vanished with the pieces I carried for so many years. From a little girl I placed you high. Upon a throne so tall Even birds refused the sky. Every dream I gathered Carried your last name. Never knowing love Should never feel like shame. All the late nights Being by your side. I dreamed I'd be your wife... Never have to hide. Then one day You walked away. Like I was nothing new. And I spent years believing The fault belonged to me... Instead of you. I questioned every mirror. I doubted every part. Thinking I was broken... When I only had A broken heart. [Rapid Fire] Anxiety. Abandonment. Heartbreak. Attachment. Drowning in approval. Living for the scraps of it. Overthinking. Overgiving. Half alive but still pretending. Every broken promise Left another crack to live in. Who was I? Who was she? Why'd I spend so many years Trying to make you choose me? Ashes in my lungs. Glass beneath my ribs. Spent my whole damn childhood Trying to pass your test. Now I look behind me... At that little girl. She was never asking To be somebody's world. She was only searching For a place where she'd belong. She simply met someone Who couldn't hold Something so beautiful. Your leaving Was never proof That I wasn't enough. It was only proof... You didn't know What to do With a heart That loved you So completely. Now I take her hand... And whisper, "You were enough... All along."
