
This is Yuna's experience: Nurturing not sympathy. It's not just a song. It's my feelings, my situation. I've been through a lot, I don't want pity. Not even your sympathy. I've fought, and I'm still fighting. Yes, I'm in therapy. Shocked? I wanted to go back to spend more time with the people who, before my attempt... let's call it, disappearing, called themselves my friends. But... where are they now? As if they've vanished into thin air. Am I such a burden? Then you could have told me instead of leaving without a word. It doesn't hurt to have been left behind. It hurts because I trusted you. ์ด๊ฑด ๋จ์ํ ๋ ธ๋๊ฐ ์๋์ผ. ๋ด ๊ฐ์ ์ด๊ณ , ๋ด ํ์ค์ด์ผ. ๋ ๋ง์ ์ผ์ ๊ฒช์ด์๊ณ , ๋์ ๋ฐ์๋ ์ํ์ง ์์. ๋ค ์๋ก์กฐ์ฐจ๋. ๋ ์ธ์์๊ณ , ์ง๊ธ๋ ์ธ์ฐ๊ณ ์์ด. ๊ทธ๋, ์ง๊ธ ์ฌ๋ฆฌ ์๋ด์ ๋ฐ๊ณ ์์ด. ๋๋์ด? ๋ ์์ด ์๋๋ฅผ ํ๊ธฐ ์ ๊น์ง... ๊ทธ๊ฑธ ๋ญ๋ผ๊ณ ํด์ผ ํ ๊น, โ์ฌ๋ผ์ง๊ธฐโ ์ ๊น์ง ์ค์ค๋ก๋ฅผ ๋ด ์น๊ตฌ๋ผ๊ณ ๋ถ๋ฅด๋ ์ฌ๋๋ค ๋ง์ด์ผ. ํ์ง๋ง... ๊ทธ๋ค์ ์ง๊ธ ์ด๋์ ์์๊น? ๋ง์น ํ๊ณต์ผ๋ก ์ฌ๋ผ์ ธ ๋ฒ๋ฆฐ ๊ฒ์ฒ๋ผ. ๋ด๊ฐ ๊ทธ๋ ๊ฒ๋ ์ง์ด ๋๋ ์กด์ฌ์๋? ๊ทธ๋ ๋ค๋ฉด ์๋ฌด ๋ง ์์ด ๋ ๋๊ธฐ๋ณด๋ค ์ฐจ๋ผ๋ฆฌ ๋ด๊ฒ ๋งํด์ค ์๋ ์์์ ํ ๋ฐ. ๋ค์ฒ์ง ๊ฒ ์์ฒด๊ฐ ์ํ ๊ฒ ์๋์ผ. ๋ด๊ฐ ๋๋ฅผ ๋ฏฟ์๊ธฐ ๋๋ฌธ์ ์ํ ๊ฑฐ์ผ. [Style: 90s noir trip hop, R&B fusion, 118 BPM, late-night head-nod groove, Hip Hop boom bap, cinematic string swells, Korg Triton arpeggios, minor 9th pads, warm sub-bass hum, MOS 6581 bass pulse, Yamaha DTX8K-M soft-breakbeat drums, slow syncopated snare cracks, deep delayed kick, quiet rim-clicks, vinyl crackle] [Vocals: close-mic alto, breathless delivery, rhythmic whisper, breathy falsetto harmonies, mid-range belt, layered harmonies] [Intro] [Vinyl crackle, warm sub-bass hum, quiet rim-clicks] [Rhythmic whisper vocals, close-mic] Hello... Hello? Can you see me? They sent me home last weekโฆ Said Iโm โstableโ now. But the room feels biggerโฆ and I feel smaller. No oneโs calling. [Dead silence stop] [Verse 1] [Yamaha DTX8K-M soft-breakbeat drums, slow syncopated snare cracks, vintage Rhodes comping] Discharged with a bag of pills and empty eyes Friends who used to text every day now justโฆ pass by I think they can't bear it, they can't watch me break down again. So they left me here with silence and the shaking in my hands [Pre-Chorus] [Korg Triton arpeggios, minor 9th pads, tape delay throws] [Breathless delivery] ๋ฐฉ ์์ ๋๋ฌด ์กฐ์ฉํด ์๋ฆผ๋ง ๊ฐ๋ ์ธ๋ ค [Breathy falsetto harmonies] ์ ์ ๋ฉ์ด์ง๋ ์ฌ๋๋ค ๋ ์์ง ์ฌ๊ธฐ ์๋๋ฐโฆ [Chorus] [Slow-burning chorus wall, wide stereo chorus, cinematic string swells] [Mid-range belt, layered harmonies] See meโฆ please Please.. just see .see me me. Iโm still here, still bleeding quietly Not the girl who tried to leave Just the girl whoโs scared to breathe ๋ ์ข ๋ด์คโฆ ์ ๋ฐ ๋ ์ข ๋ค์ด์ค Iโm screaming inside but no sound comes out Still breathingโฆ still waitingโฆ [Verse 2] [Sparse hip hop boom bap, MOS 6581 bass pulse, Korg Triton stabs] Online names I counted on are fading one by one โBeen busyโ is all they say, then silence like a gun I type โIโm not okayโ and delete it every night Nobody wants the mess that almost died that night [Pre-Chorus] [Korg Triton arpeggios, gated snare reverb, tape delay throws] [Breathless delivery] ์น๋ฃ ๋๋๊ณ ๋์์๋๋ฐ ์ธ์์ด ๋ ์ฐจ๊ฐ๊ฒ ๋๊ปด์ ธ [Layered harmonies] ์ง์ง ๋ชฉ์๋ฆฌ๋ก ๋งํ๊ณ ์ถ์ด ๊ทผ๋ฐ ์๋ฌด๋ ๋ฃ์ง ์์ [Chorus] [Slow-burning chorus wall, wide stereo chorus, cinematic string swells] [Mid-range belt] See meโฆ please just see me Iโm still here, still bleeding quietly Not the scars, not the label Just meโฆ broken and still able ๋ ์ข ๋ด์คโฆ ์ ๋ฐ ๋ ์ข ์์์ค Iโm screaming inside but no sound comes out Still breathingโฆ still hopingโฆ [Bridge] [Half-time bridge shift, sparse drop, glitch breakbeat edit] I chose to stay. I fought to come back. But everyone I loved just turned their back. If no one sees me nowโฆ [Tribal snare build] [Explosive chorus lift] Will I disappear for real this time? [Final Chorus] [Major key defiance, anthem of selfhood, maximum harmonies] [Heavy cinematic string swells, intense head-nod groove] See meโฆ God please see me Iโm still here, barely holding on Every night I fight the dark alone ๋ ์ข ๋ด์คโฆ ์ ๋ฐ ๋ ์ข ์ฌ๋ํด์ค Iโm still breathingโฆ still bleedingโฆ Donโt let me fade awayโฆ [Outro] [Instrumental drop, vinyl crackle, quiet rim-clicks, warm sub-bass hum] [Rhythmic whisper vocals, close-mic] Still hereโฆ Still breathingโฆ [Tape delay throw] Please... see me. [Fade out] [End]

