Lyrics by @sakisongs (30th April 2026) Sung by Mayu-chan Mayu has always had to suppress a lot, even as a small child, far better than her older sister, who is also "overemotional." I have this problem myself, too. Currently, it's even worse than usual. Today, even the smallest noises and conversations completely overwhelmed me, which is why this song came about, because I absolutely can't help myself. I'm really not doing well right now. I come home and I'm just exhausted—just think, after a four-hour workday. It's so incredibly draining just to get through the day. And it doesn't even have to be anything particularly emotional between me and people for me to feel way too much. At the same time, I'm physically exhausted, but my mind is wide awake and tormenting me. Because I'm sleeping so poorly, getting through the day is even harder. This song is for everyone who has similar problems; it's intensely emotional. Despite everything, I decided against simply turning it into a piano piece. Then he probably would have been even sadder... As it happens, I spent the whole afternoon with this song because Suno was doing his usual Suno thing again, and I had to really force him to cut down on the "whoo" and "uhh" squeals, because they were also in the highest pitches... xD Anyway, whatever. ENJOY! ---- [Piano Intro] [Verse 1 – soft, intimate, clean vocal] Some days the air is heavy like it’s leaning on my chest Every sound cuts deeper than it ever should, I guess Some days the air is heavy like it’s leaning on my chest Every sound cuts deeper than it ever should, I guess I try to keep my breathing somewhere quiet, somewhere small But even gentle moments hit me harder than they fall [Verse 1B – soft, poetic lift] I hear the world in colors that no one else can name I take the smallest moments and they echo like a flame I try to keep my distance from the things that pull me in But even quiet shadows shake me underneath my skin [Pre-Chorus – airy female ad-libs, light lift] I try to hold my balance but the world keeps shifting in [Chorus 1 – warm lead, doubled hook, emotional] I feel everything too close everything too loud I break faster than I show faster than I’m proud I wish I could turn it down just enough to heal but this is how I’m built I feel [Verse 2 – rhythmic, spoken-melodic flow] I walk through crowded spaces like I’m made of open wires Every look, every sentence feeds a thousand little fires I know it’s not intentional the world just moves that way But I’m tired of pretending that I’m fine most days [Verse 2B – deeper emotional detail] I read between the heartbeats of the people passing by I catch the things they’re hiding in the corners of their eyes It’s not a gift I asked for it’s a door I can’t unclose And every time it opens I take more than I let go [Verse 2C – raw, confessional tone] I take things to the heart that weren’t meant to stay at all I carry every detail like a bruise that doesn’t fall I know I’m not fragile but I bend more than I should And I break in quiet places no one ever understood [Chorus 2 – emotional, introspective] I feel what others walk right through like it’s carved into my bones I feel the weight of passing moods even ones that aren’t my own I know it’s more than I can hold but I don’t know how to shield I only know one way I feel [Bridge – stripped piano, soft falsetto] If I could switch it off I’d lose the parts that make me real So I carry every tremor even when it hurts to feel I take things to the heart that were never meant to stay And I break in quiet places no one ever sees anyway [Bridge B – whispered, intimate] If I could dim the world maybe I could breathe again [Final Chorus A – main hook reprise] I feel everything too close everything too loud [Final Chorus B – deeper emotional layer] I feel what others walk right through like it’s carved into my bones [Final Chorus C – raw, confessional ending] I feel too much, too soon too deep, too real [Outro – soft piano] I feel because I don’t know how to feel less without becoming less
