Good at Disappearing

I'm getting good at disappearing I'm sick and tired of reappearing I'm keeping my mouth shut I love to save my breath I'm patient on the long route I'm unbothered in their mess I'm ignoring when they call I simply choose to let it rest I'm sleeping when I'm tired I do not time my rest I stopped checking who was watching I stopped dressing for the viewing I can leave a door unopened Without wondering what they're doing I'm getting good at disappearing I'm sick and tired of reappearing I'm getting used to this, used to no interference I quit explaining what they kept mishearing Disappearing Disappearing No interference Disappearing I don't hurry toward an answer Just because somebody guessed They can finish my whole sentence I don't have to say what's next I'm leaving texts unanswered I'm letting silence sit I don't owe a full confession Every time I'm over it I'm buying what I came for I'm walking past the rest I don't need another version Just because it costs me less I'm taking down the pictures I'm clearing out the frame I remember every detail I just don't repeat the name I'm getting used to mornings With nobody to inform I can change my mind by midday Without setting off alarms I'm learning what I sound like When nobody talks me down I can hear my own opinion Without theirs hanging around I'm getting good at disappearing I'm sick and tired of reappearing I'm getting used to this, used to no interference I quit explaining what they kept mishearing Disappearing Disappearing No interference Disappearing I'm keeping what they gave me If the thing itself still works I can wear the fucking T-shirt Without wearing who it hurts I'm not making an announcement I'm not staging my goodbye If they notice I went missing They can wonder where and why I got good at disappearing Now I know what that was for I wasn't trying to be nothing I just wanted to be yours I just wanted to be yours I just wanted to be yours I got good at disappearing Disappearing Disappearing I got good at disappearing