[JUICE WRLD – melodic sing/rap, emotional] Yeah I been pouring pain in a double cup Black roses floating, yeah I’m fucked up She said love me but she switch up quick Same hands that heal be the ones that cut I don’t sleep right, I don’t dream much Every night feel like I’m speeding up I mix love with drugs, I’m stuck in a rush Tryna fill the void but it’s never enough [JUICE WRLD – melodic continuation] I don’t wanna die, but I don’t feel alive Every night feel like a gamble with my life I been fighting demons, they don’t fight fair They wait ‘til I’m alone, then they strike [LIL PEEP – slow, dark, romantic tone] Heartbreak tattooed on my rib cage Pink pills, dark thoughts, late stage She love me when I’m at my lowest Said forever but she don’t stay I fell in love with the dark side Black fits, pale skin, sad eyes I tried love sober, it didn’t work So I get high just to pass time [XXXTENTACION – raw, aggressive, emotional switch] I don’t cry, I get faded I don’t heal, I just fake it Everybody say they love me But they only love the placement If I give you what’s left of me Promise you won’t take advantage I been screaming in the silence Now my anger speaking Spanish [XXXTENTACION – half-sung intensity] I’m not asking for a savior I’m just asking for the truth If you see me fucking drowning Would you jump or let me loose? [JUICE WRLD – hook / emotional center] Black roses in my cup Every sip remind me why I don’t trust love or luck I just live until I die Black roses in my cup Heart numb, soul stuck I been bleeding out inside Trying not to give up [Ski-style adlibs / chaos pocket – optional] Uh Yeah Mind racing Heart vacant [LIL PEEP – outro, quiet + haunting] If I disappear tonight Don’t post me like you cared I was screaming in the silence You was never really there Black roses in my cup Yeah Until I die
