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Of My Silk Beige Panties

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(Intro) The sun was warm on the Northwood field, Chipped brick wall, a temporary shield. I was just trying to catch the breeze, Before the bell could call us back through the trees. Stupid, stupid, stupid… (Verse 1) A whisper first, a tease, a gentle sigh A chill against my thigh, a reason why I should’ve moved, but I just stayed there, Tracing the pleats of my uniform with a vacant stare. Then the wind picked up its game, Whispering my middle name. A sudden gust, a stronger pull, My stomach dropped, my world went full— Of that feeling you get on a drop ride, Nowhere left, and no place to hide. My hands flew down, a desperate prayer, Clutching the navy blue, holding on for dear life there. But the wind just laughed, a bully’s scoff, It wasn’t nearly, nearly enough. (Chorus) And the pleats went flying like a flag unfurled, A whirl of navy in a sunlit world. And the whole school field, they got a candid view, Of my silk beige panties with the tiny kittens on ’em, brand new. And time just froze in a humiliating glow, A secret that I never meant to show. Oh, a million eyes, and a face of burning red, Wishing that the ground would swallow me instead. (Verse 2) It was a battle I was destined to lose, Fighting the air in my scuffed-up school shoes. One hand pressed down, the other swatting air, A frantic dance of panic and despair. I thought of every past mistake, Every test I didn’t ace, But nothing, nothing could compare To the feel of that late-spring air… Then the final, triumphant gust, In its power, my frail human trust— It gave way. It was a complete defeat. A wisp of fabric dancing down the street. And I was just… standing there. In the quiet, in the glare. Silk and kittens on display, On a random Tuesday. (Chorus) And the pleats went flying like a flag unfurled, A whirl of navy in a sunlit world. And the whole school field, they got a candid view, Of my silk beige panties with the tiny kittens on ’em, brand new. And time just froze in a humiliating glow, A secret that I never meant to show. Oh, a million eyes, and a face of burning red, Wishing that the ground would swallow me instead. (Bridge) And then it snagged on the fence by the track. Too far to nonchalantly walk it back. I had to ask him, of all people there, Jamie with the kind eyes and the messy hair. “Could you…?” I pointed, a whispered plea, Mortification washing over me. He just nodded, jogged, and brought it back, Laid it over my arm, a navy, crumpled stack. He didn’t laugh, just gave a small, shy smile, And walked away, giving me a while. To process the awful, wonderful, terrible truth I’d learned… (Chorus) Yeah, the pleats went flying like a flag unfurled, A whirl of navy in a sunlit world. And the whole school field, they got a candid view, Of my silk beige panties with the tiny kittens on ’em, brand new. And time just froze in a humiliating glow, A secret that I never meant to show. Oh, a million eyes, and a face of burning red, Wishing that the ground would swallow me instead. (Verse 3) I still wear the skirt. I feel the breeze. I sometimes still get weak in the knees. But I don’t fight the wind anymore. ‘Cause sometimes, on your most embarrassing day, Someone sees you in a quiet way. And a secret shown, a moment lost and found, Is just your life, turning its pages around. Yeah, sometimes the wind just takes what it will… And leaves you with a story to tell. (Chorus) And the pleats went flying like a flag unfurled, A whirl of navy in a sunlit world. And the whole school field, they got a candid view, Of my silk beige panties with the tiny kittens on ’em, brand new. And time just froze in a humiliating glow, A secret that I never meant to show. Oh, a million eyes, and a face of burning red, Wishing that the ground would swallow me instead. Yeah, the pleats went flying like a flag unfurled, A whirl of navy in a sunlit world. And the whole school field, they got a candid view, Of my silk beige panties with the tiny kittens on ’em, brand new. And time just froze in a humiliating glow, A secret that I never meant to show. Oh, a million eyes, and a face of burning red, Wishing that the ground would swallow me instead.