Always Losin'

Copyright L0stKydz, all rights reserved [Chorus] Cause, I’m always losin’ I’m always losin’ Control of my mind… Control of my life… [Verse] Even when the light fades, I know- I’ll say. The truth is the liar... Seeking ways to break me… cast me out, into the fire… Ask the Lord, who's above, is it all for my sake? Cause I don't care anymore... He can have his way… He can have his way… [Pre-Chorus] I’ve seen the world turn hollow, as the birds continue to speak. I tried to remain, seek a purpose, but what’s there left for me? Is it misery? Or enemies? Cause that’s all I see… Even if it’s not mine, it’s personalized, for someone like me… [breakdown] I’d rather be hopeless, a statue… I’d rather be evil, than alone… I’d tried to be hopeful, just like you… I’m failing too… [Chorus] Cause, I’m always losin’ I’m always losin’ Control of my mind… Control of my life… They can hurt me and cast me aside. I wouldn’t fight; I’ll just sit down and take it, And all of the pain coming my way… [Post Chorus] I’m tired of asking for wins, Or something to live with… I finally understand… [Verse] Even when the heartaches, from heartbreaks, and constant times, I’ve hated myself… It’s been too long, the time has gone… It's been wasted on me, ruining what would help… I’d rather die! Then move on… Then to prove I was wrong, then to try and disappear… Cause I’m afraid to go… Afraid to know… I’d rather be numb… I’d rather be a fool, cause… [Chorus] I’m always losin’ Cause, I’m always losin’ I’m always losin’ Control of my mind… Control of my life… But it's hurting, I know it, I know I… should try and change it myself… Knowing, they can hurt me and cast me aside. I wouldn’t fight; I’ll just sit down and take it, And all the pain coming my way… (Cause, I’m losin’) Losin’ [Bridge] I... Hope that I reached you, I can’t keep on runnin' from this… Not yet, not now, not ever, I keep allowin' myself to remain… this way… [breakdown] (Cause I’m losin’) (Cause I’m losin’) (Cause I’m losin’) (Cause I’m losin’) Ooooh, this silence…. It’s burning my throat… It’s hurting to speak… I should fight it… Where should I go? When the air is toxic to breathe? [Chorus] (Cause, I’m losin’) Losin’ Control of my mind… Control of my life… (Cause, I’m losin’) Losin’ Control of my mind… Control of my life… Control of my mind… Control of my life…