Bitter Sweet Self Pity (Remastered)

(lyrics by G.R.P. L. Music_2025) How can I care about them... when I don't care about myself.. Pain is so easy to dwell within! well I'll be numb all day and numb all night! in the end we'll all find out. why life is so bitter sweet... WHAT DOES IT ALL MEAN.... People come in and people go they all seem to be the SAME.... TO ME.... I can't see what it means to be. "or does it really matter.." Maybe one day..... I'll cut myself.. Just to see if I still feel... maybe.... I'll have a drink! and give it a think.. Or maybe,,,,I'll just drink!!! my mind is in fog and my thoughts never make sense I see faces talking to me it just don't matter.... a dang bit. If my mind ever clears and my thoughts make sense If I feel again and think clear and love life again.. Memories are what I have I picture you in my mind... Wish you were here to hold you tight but till then I'll live within this pain.. and one day we'll be happy again. TOGETHER AGAIN... IN THE FIELDS OF GREEN......