Bottle It Up Some More by Moriens Anima

[chorus]
I might just bottle it up some more
Barely even standing cant even count to four
Crawling down these hallways like frickin' always 
Sink into my bed with a real Heavy head
So I just bottle it up some more
Push it down till I no longer can afford
Every scar that I hide in the never ending dark
Paints a crack in my fragile glass-made heart
Yeah I bottle it up without a single sound
then hope and Pray that it all don't spill out
If it breaks me Will it drown my entire body
cover me completely and leave me fucking bloody

[Verse 2]
Phone on silent
I don't wanna reply
Every "you good?" get a casual lie
Smile in the mirror I don't recognize
Red shot eyes But the tears stay dry

Scrolling through the memories I don't save
All the little ghosts that I can't replace
All the "you'll be fine" that just fades away
When the night gets loud and I'm left with fate

Me and my thoughts in a cage I built
Stacked up shame and a mountain of guilt
If I speak Will this room go completely cold
Or will somebody finally own what I've sold

[Chorus]
I might just bottle it up some more
Barely even standing cant even count to four
Crawling down these hallways like frickin' always 
Sink into my bed with a real Heavy head
So I just bottle it up some more
Push it down till I no longer can afford
Every scar that I hide in the never ending dark
Paints a crack in my fragile glass-made heart
Yeah I bottle it up without a single sound
then hope and Pray that it all don't spill out
If it breaks me Will it drown my entire body
cover me completely and leave me fucking bloody

[Bridge]
what if i opened my tiny mouth
What if I let one truth slip out
would it all go to shit go south
Would it burn this whole house down
Or could it light a small flame 
I could warm my bare hands on 
Just one small innocent light 
before all the rest are long gone

so Yeah I bottle it up with a silent whisper 
Hold me higher cause maybe im a fighter
hold me tight and maybe I could be alright

If it cracks then Let it flood my entire boat
and Maybe this weight could make me float
but in reality we all very well know
thats not truly how this story goes

[emotional cello solo]

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[Verse 1] When I'm battling the pain and my demons at night Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way to fight Tryna be strong when I deal with the weight Tryna free my mind I don't know what's right One too many dark thoughts living inside me Got a hole in my chest where my trust should be Wasting all my borrowed time Tryna find some unknown light Put the past in a box but it still bite I'm pressed with time I'm stressed with life My breath is ice [chorus] I might just bottle it up some more Barely even standing cant even count to four Crawling down these hallways like frickin' always Sink into my bed with a real Heavy head So I just bottle it up some more Push it down till I no longer can afford Every scar that I hide in the never ending dark Paints a crack in my fragile glass-made heart Yeah I bottle it up without a single sound then hope and Pray that it all don't spill out If it breaks me Will it drown my entire body cover me completely and leave me fucking bloody [Verse 2] Phone on silent I don't wanna reply Every "you good?" get a casual lie Smile in the mirror I don't recognize Red shot eyes But the tears stay dry Scrolling through the memories I don't save All the little ghosts that I can't replace All the "you'll be fine" that just fades away When the night gets loud and I'm left with fate Me and my thoughts in a cage I built Stacked up shame and a mountain of guilt If I speak Will this room go completely cold Or will somebody finally own what I've sold [Chorus] I might just bottle it up some more Barely even standing cant even count to four Crawling down these hallways like frickin' always Sink into my bed with a real Heavy head So I just bottle it up some more Push it down till I no longer can afford Every scar that I hide in the never ending dark Paints a crack in my fragile glass-made heart Yeah I bottle it up without a single sound then hope and Pray that it all don't spill out If it breaks me Will it drown my entire body cover me completely and leave me fucking bloody [Bridge] what if i opened my tiny mouth What if I let one truth slip out would it all go to shit go south Would it burn this whole house down Or could it light a small flame I could warm my bare hands on Just one small innocent light before all the rest are long gone [Chorus] I might just bottle it up some more Barely even standing cant even count to four Crawling down these hallways like frickin' always Sink into my bed with a real Heavy head So I just bottle it up some more Push it down till I no longer can afford Every scar that I hide in the never ending dark Paints a crack in my fragile glass-made heart Yeah I bottle it up without a single sound then hope and Pray that it all don't spill out If it breaks me Will it drown my entire body cover me completely and leave me fucking bloody so Yeah I bottle it up with a silent whisper Hold me higher cause maybe im a fighter hold me tight and maybe I could be alright If it cracks then Let it flood my entire boat and Maybe this weight could make me float but in reality we all very well know thats not truly how this story goes [emotional cello solo]

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