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Family Man

[Spoken Intro] Don’t mistake self-control for weakness. The hardest fight in that room Was the one happening inside me. [Verse 1] Both hands pressed flat on the table Jaw locked tight enough to crack Listening to lie after lie While you calmly leaned back The room started turning red I could feel my heartbeat slam Every nerve inside my body Was screaming, “Fucking stand!” You looked straight into my eyes Like I couldn’t see the game And every polished answer Poured another drop of rage [Pre-Chorus] For one dark second I knew what I wanted to do Jump across that table And smack the fucking truth out of you Then two little faces Flashed across my mind And the man who walked into that meeting Left the animal behind [Chorus] You’re lucky I’m a family man Lucky little hands were holding mine Lucky love was stronger than the blood That was boiling in my mind I wanted to jump that table Make you answer where you sat But I had something worth protecting And you weren’t worth losing that You’re lucky I’m a family man Because my family brought me back [Verse 2] Don’t confuse me walking out With surrender or defeat It took everything inside me To stay planted in that seat Anyone can throw a punch Anyone can lose control But it takes a stronger man To feel the fire and let it go I could have thrown my life away In ten destructive seconds For a man who wasn’t worth A single moment of regret So I swallowed every impulse While you carried on your act Because my girls still needed Dad To walk through that front door intact [Pre-Chorus] You never saw the battle Raging underneath my skin You thought that I was silent But I was fighting hard to win [Chorus] You’re lucky I’m a family man Lucky little hands were holding mine Lucky love was stronger than the blood That was boiling in my mind I wanted to jump that table Make you answer where you sat But I had something worth protecting And you weren’t worth losing that You’re lucky I’m a family man Because my family brought me back [Spoken Bridge] I could have lost everything Over someone who’d already taken enough. My freedom. My future. My family’s trust. All for ten seconds of anger. No. You weren’t taking that too. [Breakdown] NOT FOR YOU I WALKED AWAY FOR THEM I CONTROLLED THE RAGE NOT BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID BUT BECAUSE I HAD A LIFE TO SAVE THE HARDEST HIT I EVER THREW WAS THE ONE I NEVER GAVE TO YOU [Final Chorus] You’re lucky I’m a family man Lucky I had reasons to go home Lucky those who truly love me Never let me face this shit alone I wanted to jump that table Smack the truth out where you sat But my family made me stronger Than one moment I couldn’t take back You’re lucky I’m a family man— No… I’m lucky I’m a family man Because my family brought me back [Outro] You got to walk away. But so did I. And only one of us Still had the truth on his side.