Clues

ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ⚠️ Sensitive Content Warning ⚠️ Not even Darkwave, Post-Punk and Vibe together can resist the allure of [tempo: doubletime] <(￣︶￣)> ★ Does anybody love me? Or am I just a side piece? Am I just a pretty little body count increase? Am I being stubborn? Or maybe too reserved? Maybe I should stop being (such a fuckin nerd...) This isn't good, no - it's a total disaster! Trip-Tripped up in my mind when I'm supposed to think faster! Is it number one, or-or-or maybe number two? Throw me a bone - (would you - a fuckin clue...) 💔 Nobody says hi - But they all wave bye I understand, I get it, commission my mind's eye Am I paranoid? Or maybe too alone? Maybe, I need, (noose-fit rope) Am I just floundering? Or already drowned? Am I already cold and six feet under the ground? Am I invisible? Or will shouting help? Maybe not, but - heh (oh well) This isn't a show - it's the entire circus! Where life is showcased for entertainment purpose! Wanna watch me jump, and-and-and go splat? Make, your choice - (give me, a fuckin, clue...) 💔 Am I thinking too much? Am I jumping the gun? Or am I finding things that were hidden under the sun? Is this an echo-chamber? Voices in my head? Is this an echo-chamber? (Why does it want me dead?) I'm not a detective, I'm not good with hints! But if it's clearly shown, then I can take, the hits! I'm not Sherlock! Not safe in my home! Please, just... (I need a fuckin clue...) Give me a fuckin clue...