Mental Coffee Break

Sharp staccato synths intro over pounding 808 kicks and gritty distorted bass set a hyperactive dark electro-pop mood, Verses stack glitchy J-pop hooks and spiraling, pitch-shifted ASMR-infused female vocals, Unpredictable percussion fills and frantic transitions churn through dense, chaotic layers, intercut with erratic digital notification alerts

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Smile glued on, battery low
Laugh at jokes I already know
Nod my head like I’m still here
But my soul left hours ago

Small talk hits like spam in my brain
“Tell me more” — please don’t explain
Every question feels like debt
Every “how are you?” unpaid

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I love you all, just… not today
Or tomorrow. Or this decade.

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Put me on airplane mode forever
If I vanish, it’s for the better
Unread messages piling high
Like trophies for how hard I try

I’m not mad, I’m just on mute
Social battery: absolute zero, reboot
If silence is rude, then fine
I’ll be the villain who’s offline

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Group chat screaming, phone vibrates
Every ping another tiny weight
“Where you at?” — I’m at the edge
Of throwing this thing in a lake

I rehearse replies I won’t send
Ghost my friends, call it self-defense
If being alone is selfish crime
Arrest me now, I’m doing time

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I need some space, for my own sake
Consider this a mental coffee break

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Put me on airplane mode forever
If I vanish, it’s for the better
Unread messages piling high
Like trophies for how hard I try

I’m not cold, I’m over-stimmed
Too many voices under my skin
If quiet is a red flag sign
Then paint my whole life offline

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I don’t hate you, I just hate everyone equally
Including me, especially me
Send love, thoughts, and prayers
But please… don’t send me there

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Put me on airplane mode forever
Let the world spin without my tether
If I come back, don’t ask me why
I needed space just to survive

I’ll recharge in the dark somewhere
No small talk, no eye contact stares
Call me distant, call me rude
I’m not lost — I just unplugged from you

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-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-☕-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=- Smile glued on, battery low Laugh at jokes I already know Nod my head like I’m still here But my soul left hours ago Small talk hits like spam in my brain “Tell me more” — please don’t explain Every question feels like debt Every “how are you?” unpaid -=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-☕-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=- I love you all, just… not today Or tomorrow. Or this decade. -=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-☕-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=- Put me on airplane mode forever If I vanish, it’s for the better Unread messages piling high Like trophies for how hard I try I’m not mad, I’m just on mute Social battery: absolute zero, reboot If silence is rude, then fine I’ll be the villain who’s offline -=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-☕-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=- Group chat screaming, phone vibrates Every ping another tiny weight “Where you at?” — I’m at the edge Of throwing this thing in a lake I rehearse replies I won’t send Ghost my friends, call it self-defense If being alone is selfish crime Arrest me now, I’m doing time -=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-☕-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=- I need some space, for my own sake Consider this a mental coffee break -=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-☕-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=- Put me on airplane mode forever If I vanish, it’s for the better Unread messages piling high Like trophies for how hard I try I’m not cold, I’m over-stimmed Too many voices under my skin If quiet is a red flag sign Then paint my whole life offline -=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-☕-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=- I don’t hate you, I just hate everyone equally Including me, especially me Send love, thoughts, and prayers But please… don’t send me there -=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-☕-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=- Put me on airplane mode forever Let the world spin without my tether If I come back, don’t ask me why I needed space just to survive I’ll recharge in the dark somewhere No small talk, no eye contact stares Call me distant, call me rude I’m not lost — I just unplugged from you -=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-☕-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-=x=-

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