[Intro – Soft Melodic Rap] Yeah… Baby, I'm sorry if I get on your nerves, I'm trying to show you love, even when my mind hurts. There's so much I wanna give, so much I wanna say, You're on my mind every night, every single day. [Verse 1 – Rap] I'm sorry that I'm annoying, sorry when I push, Sometimes I want your arms around me, sometimes I want your touch. Your cuddles and your kisses, yeah, I want them all, Wanna hold you close beside me whenever night falls. And yeah, I want more, but I'm trying to stay in control, Trying to keep a steady hand when my mind takes its toll. I don't wanna overwhelm you, don't wanna cross your lines, But it's hard to slow the racing thoughts that run inside my mind. [Pre-Chorus – Melodic Rap] So I put my shoes on, take a walk out in the night, Music in my ears turned up, trying to make my head feel right. But no matter how loud the music plays, You're still the one I'm thinking of in a million different ways. [Chorus – Emotional Melodic Rap] 'Cause I want you all the time, every day, every night, Wanna cuddle you close, wanna hold you tight. Wanna kiss you softly, keep you close to me, But I'm fighting with my mind for the man I wanna be. I'm trying to hold back, just enough, not too much, Trying to find the balance between love and needing touch. Baby, please believe me, I'm doing what I can, There's a war inside my head, but I'm trying to be your man. [Verse 2 – Faster Rap Flow] Twenty-four seven, it's a battle in my brain, One minute I'm okay, next I'm caught up in the rain. When I'm standing next to you, my thoughts begin to race, All I wanna do is hold you, feel your warmth, see your face. But I know you need your space, need some room to breathe, And the last thing that I want is to make you wanna leave. So I'm learning how to slow down, give you room to be, Even when my heart keeps pulling you right back to me. Maybe I'm insecure, maybe scared of what's ahead, Maybe fear keeps making stories that are running through my head. I'm scared of waking up one day with you no longer by my side, And I don't know who I'd be if I lost you from my life. [Pre-Chorus – Melodic Rap] So I take another walk, let the cold air hit my face, Trying to quiet all the noise, trying to give you space. But the music can't erase the thoughts that pull me through, 'Cause wherever I go, baby, my mind comes back to you. [Chorus – Emotional Melodic Rap] 'Cause I want you all the time, every day, every night, Wanna cuddle you close, wanna hold you tight. Wanna kiss you softly, keep you close to me, But I'm fighting with my mind for the man I wanna be. I'm trying to hold back, just enough, not too much, Trying to find the balance between love and needing touch. Baby, please believe me, I'm doing what I can, There's a war inside my head, but I'm trying to be your man. [Bridge – Soft, Honest Rap] I'm not asking you to fix me, I'm just asking you to see, That I'm fighting with myself to be the best that I can be. I don't wanna make you feel like you can't breathe around me, I just hope you see the effort underneath what you can see. I'm sorry for the moments when my thoughts get in the way, I'm learning how to love you without letting fear dictate my day. I wanna be your safe place, not the reason you feel stressed, And even when I'm struggling, I'll keep working on my best. [Final Chorus – Strong Melodic Rap] Yeah, I want you all the time, every day, every night, Every cuddle, every kiss makes the world feel right. I wanna hold you close, but I'll respect your need for space, And I'll keep on doing better, at a pace we both can face. I'm trying to hold back, just enough, not too much, Learning how to calm the storm without demanding all your touch. Baby, I'm not perfect, but I hope you understand, I'm fighting through the noise, doing everything I can. [Outro – Soft Rap] I'm sorry if I'm annoying, sorry when I get it wrong, I'm still learning how to quiet all the noise that's been so strong. I want you every day, every night, that's the honest truth, And I'm trying to find my balance, baby, because I love you. Yeah… I'm trying. For me, for you, for us.
