Static in my mind

Verse 1] Woke up heavy, like the sky on my chest Every move I make feel like I’m failing the test Voices all around sayin’ I ain’t enough “Do more, be better”—man, I’m stuck in the mud Mirror lookin’ back like it don’t know my face Same war every day, I just change the place Everybody talk like they know what to do But they ain’t lived a second in the shit I move through ⸻ [Pre-Chorus] Got advice comin’ in from every side But none of it stick, none of it quiets my mind If I’m growin’, why I feel like I’m dyin’? Why I feel more lost every time that I try? ⸻ [Hook / Chorus] (tight + heavy) There’s static in my head, I can’t shut it off Feels like I’m slippin’ and I’m losin’ it all Every road I take just loops me back again Tryna find myself but I don’t know where I been Everybody talk, but they don’t feel this weight Say I gotta change but I’m already breakin’ If this is growth, then it’s a living hell I’m tryna save myself… but I can’t quite tell ⸻ [Verse 2] No wins comin’ in, just pressure and noise Tryna be a man while I’m losin’ my voice Every step forward feel invisible Like I’m changin’ but it ain’t visible They say “push through,” like it’s that simple But I’m one bad night from a full collapse, mental And I know there’s a version of me that’s free But right now that man feel dead to me ⸻ [Pre-Chorus] I been fightin’ shit I don’t show Smilin’ through a storm they don’t know If I stop, I lose… if I go, I break Either way it feel like a mistake ⸻ [Hook / Chorus] There’s static in my head, I can’t shut it off Feels like I’m slippin’ and I’m losin’ it all Every road I take just loops me back again Tryna find myself but I don’t know where I been Everybody talk, but they don’t feel this weight Say I gotta change but I’m already breakin’ If this is growth, then it’s a living hell I’m tryna save myself… but I can’t quite tell ⸻ [Bridge – stripped, almost spoken] Nowhere to turn… just me and my thoughts Too loud to ignore, too real to outrun What if I’m right here… and still not enough? …What if I never was? ⸻ [Final Hook – raw, slight lift but still dark] There’s static in my head, but I still breathe Even if it feel like it’s killin’ me If I’m this low, then there’s only one way Either I rise… or I fade away If this is growth, then I’ll wear the scars Even if I don’t know who the hell you are I’m tryna find me in this broken shell… Before I lose myself… and there’s nothin’ left