"Living in shadows..." In shadows... In the dead of night, I find myself again While she's fast asleep, I dance with my old friends Virtual worlds calling, keyboard's soft delight These stolen moments become my guiding light Composing in secret, melodies unfold Like a hidden lover, stories left untold It's not my body that's betraying our love But my soul escaping to the stars above "Is it really cheating when you're finding yourself?" Trapped between her rules and what I need to be Drowning in this game of false identity I'm losing myself in this emotional wealth I'm cheating with life but faithful to my heart Stealing precious time, tearing me apart She can't understand, trapped in her own cage That love sometimes dies on an unwritten page Every word I write becomes a sweet betrayal Every game I play, a freedom through the veil I know it's toxic, I know I'm sinking deep But I'd rather lie than let my spirit sleep Staying to leave, lying to be true Living in shadows until I break through...
