after all

I was just your jest in your castle of clowns Now every single face you paint scares me How it makes you laugh, oh so entertaining You always told me the world’s a cruel place I misheard you , I thought you said it was a cool space My bad, I Danced along to my own song Then ended up in that box I told my therapist of Now people just tell me To move on Don’t wanna be laughed at, or made the fool I dream of the days I can peacefully drift right through your walls Sleep in your bed and make curtains fall After all After all I pretend like I’m the one getting applause When I loose hope, people win I guess you need me as your sad thing And I don’t like this I swear Whatever you made me in That orange prom dress I took you like a drug And woke up depressed Never again.