
The sad truth of being bullied
[VERSE ONE] New kid login, first day drowned Comment section circling ‘round Like sharks under the cusp of water I didn’t know how the game was done Being defensive the target on me Behind the screen they don’t really see Banter sounds like a deadly check Feels like a boot against my neck They said relax! it’s how we talk! Learn the ropes! learn to mock! But every laugh lands on my back Misread humor turns to threat! [PRE-CHORUS spoken soft and slow / snare lead:] They don’t mean it. Yeah? Well, you don’t know that! [CHORUS] It’s just jokes till you’re all gone Just noise till something goes wrong You baptize me with blood and fire Then act surprised when I fracture inside Just jokes till you're all gone Read the room I never saw Just jokes till you're all fucking gone You don’t feel the weight at all [Hook] Either you or me That’s the lie my head keeps telling me!!! [VERSE TWO] Dogpile the outsider cause it's fun Teaching others how not to cross you Misunderstood like a foreign tongue I’m getting mean I’m getting numb They meme the devil and tag my head Say I'm unwelcome and wish I were dead You call it humor or call it flair I call it bullying behind your dead stare AHHHHH!!!! [Break - Emotionally spoken building with intensity] I start thinking crooked thoughts in my mind Violence growing throughout my mind Not smart enough to be in on it all Hate dressed like the Columbine FALL!!! SOOON!!!! [INTERLUDE – raw emotionally slow delivery- whining guitar draws - drums slow and heavy emotional] tap, tap the trigger like raining stones! thousands of voices soon to be bones! laugh it off, as their bodies drop limp! I was new, they underestimate my love for death! [Repeat] tap, tap the trigger like raining stones! thousands of voices soon to be bones! laugh it off, as their bodies drop limp! I was new, they underestimate my love for death! [PRE-CHORUS spoken soft and slow / snare lead:] They don’t mean it. Yeah? Well, you don’t know that! [CHORUS] It’s just jokes till you’re all gone Just noise till something goes wrong You baptize me with blood and fire Then act surprised when I fracture inside Just jokes till you're all gone Read the room I never saw Just jokes till you're all fucking gone You don’t feel the weight at all [Hook] Either you or me That’s the lie my head keeps telling me!!! [BRIDGE – MAIN] Who’s responsible for the tone? For the blood now leaking your veins? You acted like clowns, you built a cage You farmed a mind that learned to rage Crowd says toughen up or leave Two bad choices up my sleeve One mind hates you, one mind hates me That’s the math of tragedy [SCREAMED BREAKDOWN – HEAVY] YOU DON’T HEAR US WHEN WE SAY STOP! YOU DON’T CARE WHO TAKES THE DROP! MISREAD WORDS MAKE DISTRUBING THOUGHTS! CROWDS GROW MONSTERS, WHERE THERE TAUGHT! JUST JOKES BUILT A NEW DEATH SITE! PRESSURE ON A FIRST-TIME MIND! LAUGH ALL YOU FUCKING LIKE! It’s just jokes till you’re all DEAD! Just noise till it all goes fucking WRONG!! [FINAL CHORUS- slow build into it] Just jokes till you’re gone Not funny when the light clicks on You learn the weight of what you’ve done When one goes quiet, one grabs a gun I won’t wear the knife you threw I’ll sing the truth in spite of you Just jokes till you're all gone Read the room I never saw Just jokes till you're all fucking gone You don’t feel the weight at all [OUTRO TAG – spoken] The sad part is this is not how it typically goes. The poor outsider finds it's easier to just take their own life. No going down in a blaze of glory. Just a sad reality from being bullied. Think next time you send that online message.. Is this really worth it. Or are you just being a dick for no reason? If it's the latter maybe look in the mirror as to why you're so fucking miserable that you need to make other people feel the same way. It’s just jokes till you’re all DEAD! Just noise till it all goes fucking WRONG!!


