Now I'm Just Fucking Angry

Tired of staring at the crumbling walls, Impossibly standing on their own. Tired of believing I'm free to grow, Only for invisible hands to reel my chain back down. Tired of crimes so apparent, cruel, Yet unknown to the outside. Tired of manufactured frustration. Concrete, cracked, yet still sturdy. Decrepit, yet unwavering In its mediocrity. Standing proud as an immovable reminder Of what could have been, What should have been, How far things have fallen. Now I'm just fucking angry. Now I'm just fucking angry. Bloody marks from my fists, Stain your walls, from endless times I've fought against your resolve, Staring at me, No matter where I turn. Yet you remain, strong as ever. Time has proven it's tired, That it's bound to repeat, and repeat. It's bells playing the same haunting chime. Sick games of give and take, And they're the take, where I'm the give. Empowered by spite, money, And the sweat from the backs of those Who blindly attempt to conceal Your rusted framework; Your architecture of aggression; Your foundation built on bones; Bones of those who have succumbed To the crushing weight you expect to be held without question. Time proves itself to not care about wounds healed, About destructive habits rectified, But allows them to fester; spread; rot. Rot. Each scar, crack, year, Exasperated sigh, All owned by someone, Somewhere. Now I'm just fucking angry. Now I'm just fucking angry. Now I'm just fucking angry. Now I'm just fucking angry. Tired of being scoffed at down below, While piss pours down like rain. Tired of backhanded agreements, empty words, Signatures with no meaning. Tired of unspoken fine lines, Never being told what's on the other side, If you should fall. Tired of those covering their trails Of destruction and broken lives. Tired of children in CEO positions. Tired of sadistic designs. Tired of ever flowing lies. Lies. Lies. Now I'm just fucking angry. Now I'm just fucking angry. Now I'm just fucking angry. Now I'm just fucking angry. Now I'm just fucking angry. Now I'm just fucking angry. Now I'm just fucking angry. Now I'm just fucking angry.