Cyan lives in the space where I stopped looking Cold Calculated [whisper] Masquerading A monster made of ice And forgotten things One that promised light But was the devil in disguise Cyan is darkness That hides behind a veil Cyan is a monster That lives just in my memory Cyan is the color I erased Cyan is the color I use [whisper] As a reminder for the pain Cyan is the darkness I will never have to see Cyan is a heart that is cold Cyan is a color That can’t see gold Cyan doesn’t hurt me anymore [spoken whisper] cyan… [spoken/ stripped] is no longer an open wound [spoken/ stripped] It’s just a scar I wear all proud