almost an nothing

Between almost an nothing Barrowed truths an bluffing The world might come crashing down When it all falls apart And ya hit rock bottom Now ya gotta start over You really gotta stay sober Remember we’re only getting older And my shoulder getting colder Feeling hitting like some boulders Got the world on my shoulders Skeletons hold truths That butterfly’s reap at night Under light over flight outta sight This is not right i can’t explain it But something just seems really off Lock jaw cracked glass were bleeding out fast Camo white tee Dont know anyone else like me Live life fast like it’s a dream Or atleast thats how I wish it could be Barbed wire halo Staring down tornadoes Tryna outrun fate in dirty af torn rainbows Paper-cut emotions Bleed ink into the ocean Guess we’re only haunted cuz we’re cracked open Smoke signals from my lungs Yeah, I speak in different tongues God knows I’m not the chosen one But I’m chosen by the damage And the carnage I’ve outrun If heaven had a toll I’d pay double for my soul Cuz ain’t nobody knows How heavy stories go When they’re buried in the snow Skeletons hold sermons Butterflies do reconnaissance Truth ain’t ever pretty But it’s honest in its consequence Chain link fences Hold up my defenses Dreams don’t make sense When you’re paying past expenses Wasted time, chalk lines Crossed hearts, closed blinds Thought I’d never mind But it’s hard to redefine Caught between almost And barely surviving But ghost towns bloom When you’re done with hiding Life’s a puzzle with No picture on the box But I swear I’ll solve it Before time runs off the clock