[Intro] (Instrumental) [Verse 1] I should have been a stone of virtue But a shell is all I am To protect my squishy inside I had closed up like a clam Didn't know I was a weakling Nor that I had a ceiling All I felt was pain All I ever feel is pain I'm sorry that I hurt you And it wasn't fair Not on you that I knew as a cell Life would only be this hell [Chorus] Is it my intention to make excuses for myself? Only want to say I'm sad and how proud I am [Verse 2] This is just a selfish letter to My former dark-hearted device for Pessimism and because of it I am suffering tonight Didn't know I was a weakling Or that I had feelings Or that you had feelings Pain is all I ever felt I'm sorry that I hurt you And it wasn't fair Not on you that I knew as a kid Life would only be this shit [Chorus] Is it my intention to make excuses for myself? Only want to say I'm sorry and that I always loved and well you [Bridge] (Instrumental) This is my only use Seppuku for you And my useless blasted poetry [Outro] (Instrumental)