[Intro] (yeah) Shadows on the ceiling, heart still bleedin' Violins cry low while my pulse keeps speedin' Midnight on my tongue, demons in my lungs Heavy is the crown when the song's never done [Verse 1] For your sake, don't chase the heartache Lovin' on me is like runnin' from an earthquake You feel the shake, cold sweat on the dash You keep your foot down, watch the whole thing crash Got a pocket full of ghosts with me You got a soft heart but you see the smoke on me And I know how the dark talks, it’s human nature You’re fascinated by the scars of a stranger Girl, I'm not nineteen no more There’s nothin’ you could show me I ain't bled before Got a PhD in broken psyche, you think you like me But you don't You're in love with the way I numb your fears Pourin' out shots while you hide your tears Done all the drugs, traced every line I know you did that just to feel alive You a lady with the damage, keep all your damage Tellin’ every soul that you stay savage Who are you to chase that love you dropped? You still pray to a God you forgot [Chorus] 'Cause I already lost the one that I love If you come, come close, I'll drag you through the mud I already lost the one that I love If you come, come close, I'll leave you in the dust I already lost the one that I love If you come, come close, I'll drag you through the mud I already lost the one that I love If you come, come close, I'll leave you in the dust [Verse 2] Hyperfocus on the clock, runnin' out of my time Never satisfied with life, but I keep on the grind Crashin' waves in my chest, wake up cold with a start Heavy sweatshirt in the dark while we're miles apart Call it stoic, but I'm numb right down to the bone Sick of playin' silly games, better off on my own And you know that I'm the same, tired of runnin' your game Tryna find a little light through the smoke and the flame Man, I ain't runnin' away no more Got the book to prove the stages that I bled on the floor Bleedin' into the music, tryin' hard not to lose it Watch it drop Had a chance at somethin' real, didn't wanna blow it Got that numbness in my chest, never gonna show it Walkin' high against the rain, let the cold drops fall Had to welcome all the hurt just to feel at all Yeah, I'm livin' with the damage, I can manage my damage Tellin' everybody round me that I gotta stay savage Who are you to try and save what was already gone? Ain't no mercy left in me when they cue up the song [Chorus] 'Cause I already lost the one that I love If you come, come close, I'll drag you through the mud I already lost the one that I love If you come, come close, I'll leave you in the dust I already lost the one that I love If you come, come close, I'll drag you through the mud I already lost the one that I love If you come, come close, I'll leave you in the dust I already lost the one that I love
