Everything feels so meaningless Repetitive work, replaceable hands Wasting time that no one values I'm just another gear in the plan We all know something isn’t right But we pretend we cannot see A shadow whispers of the cost The truth will come eventually The darkness pulls me in again The urge to gamble—hard to fight I chase the thrill I cannot tame Another reckless bet tonight [Chorus] Clinging to a fleeting chance Terrified, yet going all-in Half-wins hold no meaning now Oh God, won’t You forgive my sin? “Your wife is lovely,” someone says But she feels like a stranger to me Tired of being compared to others Drowning in this misery When I face the truth alone The world stares deeply into me The swelling debt, the heavy guilt A bitter taste of my disease Lost in dreams of turning tides Hoping miracles might pull me in Even when I win, it fades Devil, save me—take me in I wish I could just walk away From this life of chasing lies Dreaming of a steady job Where I find some peace inside But then the devil softly speaks: “You’re not made for normal days You've still got cash—come take a seat Let’s gamble all your pain away” But this isn’t money I can afford to lose Grasping at a dying hope Knowing I’ll lose, yet still go all-in Another chip, another loss No more escapes, I can't win Destruction waits with open arms If I surrender, take the blame Will I be allowed to dream again— Or just a prisoner of my shame?
