[Verse 1] I keep your name Under my tongue Like a coin I canโ€™t spend Like a wire I canโ€™t cut and run Your empty chair Still takes up space Coffee ring on the table Same cracked frame by your face [Pre-Chorus] I tried to lock it down But it keeps knocking Tried to shut the hall Still your steps are talking [Chorus] How did we let it turn into this? (this) I keep reaching for a thing that isn't there Iโ€™m standing in the mess Still hearing that drum Say my name out loud Cut through all this noise Iโ€™m still here Still wearing what you left me [Verse 2] I wear this grief Like a winter coat Too heavy in the car Too tight at the throat Keys still in the bowl by the door If I come apart Let the whole room know Let the frame hold hard Let it shake the floor below [Pre-Chorus] I tried to lock it down But it keeps knocking Tried to shut the hall Still your steps are talking [Chorus] How did we let it turn into this? (this) I keep reaching for a thing that isn't there Iโ€™m standing in the mess Still hearing that drum Say my name out loud Cut through all this noise Iโ€™m still here Still wearing what you left me [Bridge] If Iโ€™m all wreckage Stay in the frame If Iโ€™m half gone Say it anyway Iโ€™ve been the siren Iโ€™ve been the bruise But I still reach I still reach for you [Breakdown] Say it clear Say Iโ€™m not done Say the walls still know your laugh Say this chest Can still turn on [Final Chorus] How did we let it turn into this? (this) I keep reaching for a thing that isn't there Iโ€™m standing in the mess Still hearing that drum Say my name out loud Cut through all this noise Iโ€™m still here Still wearing what you left me How did we let it turn into this? (this) I keep reaching for a thing that isn't there Iโ€™m still here Still wearing what you left me