[Intro] [Verse 1] I dont want to say good bye I dont want to say good night Im lowkey afraid to die I've put up a fight Scrapped for every bit of knowledge I can know An I still dont know whose got control of my soul I never wanted to be I always wanted to see What it looked like to be me Ive gotten sober Is it over? I've learned so much But have I posioned my mind I can tell you the first sin of satanism The eightfold path of buddhism I've endured the Bhagavad Gita I follow God like I will see ya On the other side But I would be lyin If even with this much tryin If I still wasnt unsure of what to do I dont know how to guide my wife An that bother me more than wagering my own life It keeps me up late at night Reading scripture of the light Then fallin into sin So I can pretend, That I am above what Im fighting It use to be exciting But my time has turned on me and I do not know what to do I found accidents out of the blue I just wanna feel Something real [Chorus] I am tired of the lessons I lost count of my blessings I been beggin’ You to meet me in the silence, Still can’t tell if I’m prayin’ or just dyin’. Got faith in the dark but I can’t always see it. I know your words and I believe that! I am tired of the lessons I lost count of my blessings I been beggin’ You to meet me in the silence, Still can’t tell if I’m prayin’ or just dyin’. Got faith in the dark but I can’t always see it. I know your words and I believe that! I know your words and I believe that! I know your words and I believe that! (Please help me!) [Verse 2] This is my last letter I need you to hear it Im cryin out from spirit I take it back All my ignorance of youth Grinnin smug clueless I've always been foolish tryin to preach wisdom The fools I am admist them Ive done drugs Been absent of love Blew up Cars B's still tellin me to walk on stars FUCK! Im losin it Substance, abusin it! Maybe faith ain't found in words but in breath, In the silence you hear when you’re wishin’ for death. Maybe love is just losin’ and learnin’ again, To forgive yourself more than the weight of your sin. I’m still reachin’, still bleedin’, still holdin’ a flame, Ask God if He knows my face by name. [Chorus] I am tired of the lessons I lost count of my blessings I been beggin’ You to meet me in the silence, Still can’t tell if I’m prayin’ or just dyin’. Got faith in the dark but I can’t always see it. I know your words and I believe that! I am tired of the lessons I lost count of my blessings I been beggin’ You to meet me in the silence, Still can’t tell if I’m prayin’ or just dyin’. Got faith in the dark but I can’t always see it. I know your words and I believe that! I know your words and I believe that! I know your words and I believe that! (Please help me!) [Chorus] I am tired of the lessons I lost count of my blessings I been beggin’ You to meet me in the silence, Still can’t tell if I’m prayin’ or just dyin’. Got faith in the dark but I can’t always see it. I know your words and I believe that! I am tired of the lessons I lost count of my blessings I been beggin’ You to meet me in the silence, Still can’t tell if I’m prayin’ or just dyin’. Got faith in the dark but I can’t always see it. I know your words and I believe that! I know your words and I believe that! I know your words and I believe that! (Please help me!)
