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Not Gonna Stay

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------------------------------------- I wrote this on the spot, so its a little raw and unrefined. ------------------------------------- Thanks for listening and stopping by <3 © 2026 Procrastopia-Dezzi All I wanted was for you to stay. Through the hard moments I was vulnerable I let you in And you left anyway The pain that has no resolution No malicious lies Only good intentions That destroys the trust inside When I spent My life feeling like I didn’t belong in this place I found you, someone I could talk to Every single day I let myself believe it wouldn’t end I'd finally found a friend Then it happened, all over again I discovered I'm too much I discovered I felt too much I heard the tone change I felt the warmth pull away The reassurance was hollow I realised, you're not gonna stay I'm safer from a distance Keepin' me at arm's length And I'm supposed to manage, be ok Harden up Toughen up Don't depend on someone else Don't be a burden Don't fall apart (At least not in front of others, they won't like it) I tried to focus on me Rely on myself in this living hell But it doesn’t work that way. I'm not strong I'm not independent I'm just lost Have been, this whole time And again I broke the rules I relied on someone else Now I'm alone, fallin' apart with only myself to blame. This pain has no resolution No malicious lies Only good intentions That destroyed the trust inside © 2026 Procrastopia-Dezzi