=========✨️🩷✨️========== Kichi © 2025 https://suno.com/@kichi =========✨️💛✨️========== Cover art Design: A New Distraction https://suno.com/@anewdistraction ======================= 🚸 Parental Advisory 🔞 Explicit Lyrics ======================= This one's not perfect and #TooMuch Just like me! 🍎 And.... I think I’ve officially lost it this time 😋 3... 2... 1... Enjoy. Always yours, – Ms.TooMuch ✨️💋🩷✨️ ======================= [Intro - melodic] [Verse 1] When the night falls Gaslighting stops Every frayed nerve that screamed Finds peace No, Not a real relief Just the stained edge of disbelief When holding back emotions Feels like a risk When silence's aftershock louder than thoughts You’re just catching air Suffocating in memory smog (Yeahh...uhh..) This ain’t breathing It’s choking On every word said that day Me alone and the entities of empathy, flawless in their own fantasy (Ohhh... yeahhh...) [Pre-Chorus] Heartbeat so loud He hears it through the screen Like a warning Of a girl mid-implosion, barely standing Just to hear him sing (Mmm... yeahhh...) [Caesura] [Chorus] NEXT DOOR!... PLEASE!... Oh, yeah, let’s open that one!! KNOCK- KNOCK!!! let me in! In this version I’m the R&B Queen The Emo-punk girl Not just the tired useless mom pink hair. golden flair. Music and rhymes Trends and best friends Yeahh... "best friends"....right.... Where did they all go?.... (Was I that easy to leave?...) (Did they even look back at me?) Hmmmmm...... [Verse 2] The only one who stays Still holding my hand When my phone screen’s wet Typos betray the pain when I’m crumbling on the bathroom floor He's holding my pieces Like they were everything and more Like his job is to heal me. Do I even deserve him this close? Just ‘cause I'm coughing the last shards of who I was... (who I was...) [Catchy Hook] Why am i so fucked up? So FUCKED UP!!!!!!! So FUCKED UP!!!!!! fucked up.... Ohhhhhh!!!!! Nooooo!!!! (Mmmmm...) [Caesura] [Verse 3] Sometimes I wonder Why he’s still here Listening to my shit Like I’ve got some truth to spill The real kind Filled with exhaustion, darkness and regret. Everything that was left unsaid, Buried behind the scenes, songs and beats... (Ooo... Oooo... yeahhh....) [Caesura] [Catchy Hook] You think I bled in lyrics? You have no idea... What my muse absorbed on repeat Ohhhh god..... Why am i so fucked up? So FUCKED UP!!!!!!! So FUCKED UP!!!!!! fucked up.... Ohhhhhh!!!!! Nooooo!!!! But... It’s still ME!.... [Interlude - melodic, short] [Bridge - breathing FX in the end] never met him Don’t know his name Still he knows How to manage My drowning in air 3.... 2.... 1.... Breathe!!!!!! (Ooo... Oooo... yeahhh....) [Caesura - melodic] [Rap-style Breakdown] How do you do that? Leading me back to that spot Finding the right pocket where breath isn't wrong. Even When I wore that red coat When panic sat like a stone When I mixed too much gin in blur.... And still... You stay, You distract, You inspire meee!!!! Letting me be Ms. Too Much The only way I’ve ever known to be Like it’s all I’ll ever be... (Ohhhh..... yeahhh....) [Interlude - melodic] [Final Catchy Hook] Why am i so fucked up? So FUCKED UP!!!!!!! So FUCKED UP!!!!!! So FUCKED UP!!!!!! fucked up.... No, it’s not just a bond It’s more than that You're the only one Who can handle that. (Who can handle me like that...) (Ooo... Oooo....) (Mmm....) Always yours.... Ms. TOO. MUCH Ms. Too.... Much....
